Batrisyia Amir

2010-09-05T13:40:00.001+08:00

2010-09-05T13:35:00.002+08:00

I have uploaded some pics, as u can see baju2 ani banyak lg so nda tegmbr smua, f ur interested pls text me to choose drumah all baju is below $5..so grab them all..d luggages are $10, they're a bit worn tp dpt dpakai lakat.

2010-09-05T13:22:00.001+08:00

2010-09-05T13:13:00.001+08:00

2010-09-05T13:01:00.000+08:00

2010-09-05T12:35:00.005+08:00

Yeay...first entry after 8 mths..hehe..am uploading some stuff that I want to sell, f ur interested shout! or wall or inbox me via FB..happy viewing..p/s: u have to come to my place to get these items as I do not deliver or use meeting points..so sorry...;)

Sorry I have removed d shout box, so just leave comment f interested..prices are shown on the comment tab..f ur in doubt just text me @ 8853284..tq..

2010-04-03T11:39:00.003+08:00

First entry after 3 mths.. baby basyirah is getting montel now..she is almost 4 mths n getting naughtier..mengarasi badan udah nda dpt lg pegang kai one hand..dpt udah d agah n ketawa bberabis udah mostly ayahnya lah yg menyakat ia..ain got her results back n even tho I am not satisfied but I am happy she scored well in Science. yay! anak mami! We got her new bag that she asked n of course other stuff. mana dpt satu tu..alum g baby basar..

school is mcm biasa lots of things to do..pending melulu..to date have finished almost all..well..marking lum tp most of the housekeeping done...proud..hehehe...our Mini Cooper is still on sale btw..(lum tah ada org mau membali..)

am going to be sent to Bandung Indonesia untuk belajar cara mentrain amah..hahah..(my mum in law pecaya nie)..there ia an ICT course so have to go there for 3 wks n Insyallah going setongkang rather than alone. Huby ambil leave n mite as well dangankan aku..mudahan semua lancar..kalau nda jadi...lagi baik...hehehehe....

Insyallah majlis besunat adik will be on this 9th..mudahan ada rezeki..amin! will upload some pics..btw..got myself a new lappy..hehe..a sony viao..nyaman jua sikit buat kaja, screen bigger, n menaip pun sedap..hahaha...

2010-01-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

It's been a while rupanya. My last post was last year! Hehehe...OK lil updates..My sis safely delivered a baby boy, kurang 15 minutes from me and after 11 days Basyirah lahir. His name is Muhammad Sharifuddin. So teasingly we call him Sharif Dol (hahaha...marah krg bapanya)..So officially last year, bapa n babu menerima 4 org cucu, 2 grandsons, n 2 granddaughters from 4 daughters. No in laws, just daughters. Amazing kan! Yg lawanya, a boy n a girl in May n a boy n a girl (mine) in December. We call them budak budak 2009...hehehehe..This yr nda tau sapa kan productive, definitely not my two sis (yg beranak d UK n Sharif's mom), my other sis nda tau lg cos ia dah 2 x CS. As for me? Alamak..mcm kan tutup tender, tp huby insist mau a boy...ntahlah...mudahan my sis in law (Kajah) pulang since she wants another child lagi. The other 2 sis in laws pun mcm tutup tender, sorang dah 7 org, sorang 3, but all CS so not sure, mcm nda mau lg usulnya.

Basyirah is now a mth n 9 dys old, n she is now 3.675kg. Can't believe all dat breastmilk gave her another 500++g..hehehe..she is still fully breastfed, alhamdulillah, but am only 3 wks (or less) away from resuming school so nda sure ni cana. To date, she wakes up like 3 times in the morning, so if she needs 2 oz per servings, I need to prepare 6 ozs! Atu pagi saja tu, if ada meeting kah patang, lain lg cetanya. Karing lah aku! hahaha...

nothing much other than dat (to update) so sad! hahaha..my life now is pagi2 mandikan baby, masak, beulit dgn baby, ajar kaka HW, tunggu huby balik, malam beulit lg, n then tdo...tdo main2 sejak beranak ani. I think dlm 2 or 3 hrs saja tdo, atu pun bangun2 n liat mood 'boss'.alahai...

2009-12-19T13:55:00.001+08:00

Safely and normally delivered a healthy baby girl at RIPAS on the 12th Dec, at 1.35 pm. Alhamdulillah we r both okay. Thanks for staying tune to my blog. Be back soon n will upload baby's pics..

2009-11-12T11:25:00.002+08:00

4 more weeks to go n I'm due! Nda sabar rasanya..esp after meliat gmbr2 anak org yg baru lahir..geramnya...Tp dugaan Tuhan makin banyak jua. I got buasir recently, ydy jumpa doct n given mc. Nasib alum bleeding but when she put in ubat dlm my rectum, bedarah eh! Huby had to help me put cream n ubat, seksa Tuhan saja yg tahu. My daughter gave me moral support n held my hands...My dear lil ain! Thanks huby n kaka yg helped mummy thru my bad times...*hugs*...And when I shed some tears cos sakit she was almost teary as well...Payahnya kan dpt yg no 2 ani, mudahan ia jua taat, kind hearted n rajin mcm kakanya...amin!!!

Krg malam solatkan abg n Kajah. My bro went for Haj on the last flite. N they wud be back insyallah 6th Dec. Maybe sampat before me due. Mudahan dilancarkan dan dipermudahkan menjalani ibadah dan pulang dgn selamatnya, mendpt haji yg mabrur! amin!!!

School is v quiet. Maklum students banyak men cutikan diri udah. alum tau marks pun dah ilang. Really students nowadays, they cudn't be bothered. I am yet to finish my markings, dgn buasir ani pyhnya kan lama duduk. Ani pun d skulah duduk bepindah2 punggung so dat nda luan sangal. Kdg2 tajam jua nda tau d baby kah or buasir ani. I have done baby's bag, my bag aja lagi. Ani tgh memasukkan brg sikit2, tkut nanti ada darurat haru krg nda benendah..

I am craving for so much of Western fud nowadays..Ydy mkn carbonara d Ceri. Actually kn mkn d Capers tp lunch tym tkut nda smpat. Maklum huby had to pick me n send blik rmh. Cian jua krg nda sampat mkn tantu2. Am also craving for Cheezbox tp nda tau apakn dbali. Saja...never been there plg iatah nda tau apakn d oder..I also have my wings n sausages still from Wawan's bday. It was raining so we didn't get to do bbq n am still v much craving for them.....yummy....nanti tah membali tmpt bbq sendiri dpt siuk sendiri menyalai dgn kaka...hehehe...

2009-10-27T16:49:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, apart from raining labat pagi tadi I managed to get the exam paper n everything went well. Students pun nda ada yg ahir dtg...thank god! One student broke an apparatus but no damage done, maybe nervous. Biasalah me dulu2 ia jua tp nda sampai pacah plg hehehe..Nasib baik relax saja me, d inv, techs. if ada g unsur2 lain yg mengganggu memang kami panik tadi..siuk bekerjaa nada org yg luan salak2, tenang saja. First time pun nda jua rasa nervous sangat..hehehe...

D agent texted me ydy saying tukar g agent indon thus tukar amah lg. Still bujang but she wants me to pay another 200 cos dis maid kan tinggalkan duit for her family! Belabih jua bunyinya, tau udah nda begaji mau jua kan ninggalkan duit. Apahalnya if d famili mau g duit in the duration of those 6 mths ia alum begaji? Kami jua membayarkan dulu tu? mcm baruku pernah mendgr eh. I bet belabih ni krg, n I wish dis agent mau balikkan duit kami so dat kami ngambil tampat lain saja. Tp from experience n from ckp2nya macam nda ia mau. Nasib jua banar....I text her baiktah berunding dgn my huby aja, for me nda ku mau lg ikut campur eh. am v impatient n sensitive masa ani so nda mustahil ku kasar n jadi kelaie krg..buat dosa aje...

2009-10-19T11:08:00.002+08:00

It is nearing to Nov but batang idung my maid alum jua nampak2nya. Apalah nasib...My huby cian udah meliat me yg turun naik menerikah bepanyap dgn tummy yg getting bigger. Alhamdulillah Tuhan masih membagi kekuatan n kesabaran as not to lose my temper rah agent ani. Ia pun a nice lady n I know it's not her fault, but at least give me some news, update me once in a while. Ani nda nda ada bunyinya lagi, n if I text too much krg, mcm bibiran jua baginya. hemmmm.....

I am yet to finish my paper ntah napa liat sangat ku kan ngabiskan dis paper. My syllabus wud not be done this yr, 3 more phys and 1 chem but at least they are not too big topics lah. I had the 'evils' just now and will have the 'donkeys' later. Am really not in the mood kan being supportive even tho exam is coming cos they don't look serious to me, so why bother?

The MOE is banning private tuition when clearly these students will be better off with extra learning, but hey who are we to say please reconsider? This is NOT a free country! No one will be heard unless ur somebody so there you go, free tah semua, but opinion wise, we r not a free country, just keep them to yourself!

2009-10-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

I was really mad with my class just now (wat else is new...heheh) sasakku asal extra class 6 org saja tuned up! N there I was waiting like crazy kelaparan rakat merakat badan n yg kan d ajar only 6! i told them I cancelled the extra class, n yg selalu dtg ani is so frustrated. Lantak lah eh, malas ku mikirkan better ku berehat drumah. Am not feeling dat well this week, my vertigo is back n I can't drive or kneel or get down too much. Kan turun tangga pun takut.

Habis kuar perkataan nda bisai tadi, nyasal jua cos am not used to using these words dgn students but mliat drg selamba n mliat drg makin taiming made me so angry. mcm org pandai saja. Baik bini2 apalagi laki2. Smua nda dpt diharap. Ntah drg eh if they wanted to complain to ppl I'm ready. Mun kana pindah lg siuk, maybe then I cud be ready for form 6 nda jua sestress ani x.

Our little tournament is postponed to next week, baik jua alum brapa sihat ani I dun feel like going. Checked my glu today sekali lg krg mlm. Alhamdulillah ok my glu. Pyh jua nyucuk jari sendiri ani, nervous jua. N am not used to d machine so a bit struggling trying to cucuk n pasang d lancet.

2009-10-06T11:19:00.002+08:00

I bet all schools wud be busy with Raya celeb and the final exams. N teachers wud b screaming n rushing to finish up the syllabus. The PSR, PMB teachers could breath normally now that the end is coming. For O level teachers, less than 2 weeks for revision. Stressful?...veeeeerrrryyyyyy....even form 4 teachers r nervous n hope to finish the syll this yr so that next yr wud b smooth sailing esp where revision is concerned.

At the same time people r counting the calendar to go off somewhere for Dec break. A mth to ourselves n no students! hemmmmmm...wat a bliss! But I can't go anywhere cos baby wud b coming..insyallah if huby cud go next yr we will be off jua. I need more than a mth's break from my students. Hehehe...Mun rajin my PhD props wud emerge sometime waktu dec break ani. Munnn....

Thus Sat there wud be a Piala HAS (futsal tournament) between my siblings n ipar2an..Excited udah semua. Ada yg kan membali futsal shoes, uniforms, mikirkan cheerleading stuff, minuman..Hahaha...mcm siuk but am not in d mood. Mudahan nda bepanas sgt, but it's in a building so mmg lah nda panas. Ganya takut stuffy. Sharing oxygen dgn my baby not easy..

Will upload some pics if ada. lama dah nda mencharge my camera, malas. N taking pics wit big tummy ani nda dpt luan bediri. Mikirkan baju apalagi kn d pakai ni..maklum semua dah bedamitan baju..bukan baju yg salah, badan n not from d baby..marah ia krg..hehehe

2009-10-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

I had a check up last Wed cos I failed my GTT. When I had ain I was ok, makan minum nda tantu pun my glu was ok, but this one, tinggi. mana nda awal dah minum be gas. Ain dulu I didn't drink at all, dats y my daughter nda pandai minum begas till now. Phew! Good for her, mun nda ingau jua glu nya tinggi damit2 ani.

What pissed me off was the time dat I have to waste seeing d doct, almost 2 and a half hours! Then udah bejumpa d nurse becakap mcm kan ribut mana nda udah ahir. Udah kan 12 atu baru laju2, patient pun paksa dilayan ala kadar. D doct only said a couple of words, check tummy, heartbeat then udah. D nurse sibuk becakap pasal checking glu kai stick, doing chart counting and everything at the same time! Mcm kan dihantak meja ah..Bari malas ganya kan bekelahi. N they still dun want to let me go walau my glu was normal after 4 x checking in a day. Suruhnya g kai stick. Tapi mesti ke wad, n i said if tdpt machine nya nda sama kan. Bukan kami nda pecaya nya. Cuba saja dua tiga kali d wad. my qn is napa tah kan waste time ke wad checking glu ani? Machine dpt d bali. D wad atu sama jua sendiri suruhnya. Then tulis d figure pun sendiri. if org kan nipu sama jua. N bkn saja patients lain yg makai, patients d wad ia jua. Yg ada prob atu. So be Q tah. krg luan ramai2 d wad beranak atu beriuh. Nda ku paham!! Sapa jua kan menipu sal gula ani org nda syg badan n baby ganya tu..

N another qn wat is d use org bemasalah ani di antar kesana if d doct pun masih sorang? walau pun pakar. ramai kali ah patients ah. Bilik banyak but yg functioning only 3. mcm nda bebilik plg. Yg nampak doct nya sorang aja nda tau yg lain betapuk bilik lain tp nda kuar2! Baik tah klinik kami masing2. mmg tantu sorang tp patients nda berapa ramai. Sangal menunggu sampai nda kan tejalan rasanya ke toilet.

I asked my sis nda jua pyh luan d ikut asal we do monitor our glu..N believe me being a nutritionist I do know how to control myself n monitor my glu level. nda jua kan semberana kan baby yg udah lama d tunggu n d impikan..D only prob was I had baus for almost 5 mths so makan minum nda mau, n minuman yg bekaler ani wajib if not nda dpt menalan apa2. wat to do, air putih nda mau masuk..But I hope my glu wud still be normal wen I have to see them lg next week...bosen d gynae ani...

2009-09-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Raya people! I'm ecstatic cos my family wud be complete again dis year..our entourage kurang 1 50 orang! wow! next yr 2 org lagi tambah plus my maid dat wud b 52! but a bit boring cos today huby dah kaja...n I had to go to my mum buang sunyi n yg penting ikut makan! Hehehe..am 7 mths now, n tummy's getting bigger..baju raya pun nda glamer..wat to do..heheh...

Tomorrow nda tau kan kemana, malas jua kan drive saja. bawa my daughter makan dmana2 lah...nda payah jauh2...am v lazy to cook, masih mood raya...my mum melagau plg everyday...but ngalih jauh jua kan drive.. my bro manggil this fri n my sis dis sund..canatah kan diet ni..gula tinggi udah..hopefully dpt turun sikit lah..dulu waktu ain nada masalah gula but this time I can't drink plain water..bari muntah..next week dah skul..mudahan dah ada amah ani am v worried ain yg cian kemana kah tujunya ni nanti...

2009-09-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

Next week insyallah we wud b celebrating Raya. Baju lum siap lagi ni! Haha..my daughter's pun 2 lagi lum siap. Hop muat lah cos kaka is getting montel! Am afraid sekali raya ani aja sampat ia makai. This week was a hectic week. Starting with tahlil di kubur Thurs, we had tahlil drumah Fri, then Along manggil sungkai Sat and tadi ayah ke kubur Tutong n we took family pics d Gadong. Bejalan saja kami eh. Rumah betinggalkn saja. We slept for 3 days d Pelambayan.

Ani baru balik and d house is in a terrible state! Baju bnyk lum besasah. paksa ayah nyasah..Cian abg..I dun have th energy today eh, sangal bediri posing...N baby mcm mengancang saja tia. Indah gave birth to a baby girl ydy. Alhamdulillah..am so happy for her..dpt jua heroine..Maybe nanti our turn dpt hero..amin!

2009-08-20T09:06:00.003+08:00

Had an US ydy, unfortunately baby is again being too active, crossing legs, so nda nampak lagi gender. Baby looks so cute, waktu be US pun sampat menandang. Guess the habit yg kakanya ada waktu diparut is inherited..hehe..Alhamdulillah baby sihat, n I will have another US to reconfirm my EDD.

Tomorrow my sis n family will arrive from UK. I will have to wait maybe 3 days or more just to make sure they are ok, before going to my mum's for a visit, being pregnant huby is so cautious n I too feel that I need to keep my distance first. Bukan mendoa2kan eh, nauzubillah..hopefully dorang sihat. Much as I want to see them, a year nda jumpa n esp baby Dania, I have to think of my health jua. I am praying hard mudahan wabak ani akan meninggalkan kitani jua, amin!!!

At school today a boy caught having a cigarette with him was being defensive. Takutku meliat, kan d aganya lagi Cg ah. Siap betunjuk! N threatening 'jaga kau ah!' If they think dorang beindung kami ani ia jua, pikir kami ani nda bebapa mama? They obviously break the rule Cg pulang yang disalahkan. I feel so sad to see this incident n mendgr yg students nowadays are no longer in need of their teachers. Nda hormat, belabih n pengatur. Dorang plg konon kan ditakuti. N am even more sad to think why our generation is this bad? Parents, students themselves or just the world is no longer a great place to breed good generations? Ia lagi form 3, next yr if Yr 9, tekana aku ngajar? What guarantee wud I have that I wud be safe? Nauzubillah, I really want to got to other profession eh.

Tomorrow or the day after we will be fasting, mudahan ada rezeki untuk berpuasa panuh, n nda memudaratkan baby...amin!! Happy fasting everyone, grab this chance while it lasts, syaitan pun bekurung so kawal nafsu n upgradekan iman, insyallah nda tegoda!!

2009-08-11T14:17:00.002+08:00

We went to send my bro in law ydy. He had go home early for his thesis. Final yr! Yey! Then next yr hopefully we can have cheerful Raya. But then uncu wud just be starting her degree..another 3 yrs bru d family complete. Well...my sis wud be coming home next 2 wks. A yr has passed nda terasa. Drg ada, Usam n family wudn't be here this yr. He's doing his Masters in Spore.

My daughter was crying before her acai went in. Cian jua becucuran airmata, so cute. She kept on saying dr rumah that she will miss her acai. I sure will miss acai, she said. She was wearing her mask n glasses. Mcm MJ! hehe..we had our buffet at RBC. N she kept on wearing her glasses whenever she wants to choose some food. Mcm kai glasses atu lebih tarang, gagah lagi.

I am sad to say that RBC is still like that jua. Makanan nya...hemm... As my huby said if org mkn dsana a yr ago, n dtg lagi a yr later, they won't miss anything. I didn't eat much, padahal kelaparan. The buffet was ok, but kan menambah lagi, don't think so. Mahal saja, the cakes n fruits pun pi mai pi mai tang tu jua. Restoran biasa pun buahnya sikoi, batat jua, n RBC yg high prestige ia jua. Mcm nada budget usulnya. So sad...they took a lot of our money but it was not worth it, nasib baik kana belanja (thanks tik!) if not, I wudn't waste my money on it.

I have two more observations to do n some book checking. Hopefully by the end of this week smua kaja dah siap. N am yet to mark my students' papers. Malas eh..I really want to have a good rest. Maybe am about to catch my daughter's flu n cough. Mcm nda nyaman rasa. My daughter dah 3 hari dicutikan sendiri cos she is coughing n selesma. Nasib jua nda panas..Gotta go..

2009-08-06T16:14:00.002+08:00

It's been a while. Just lazy to type. Work is as usual. Bz with observations n book checking. Just want to share few things bout my daughter. She asked me one time how old am I? So I jokingly told her 4 years old, sengaja muda setahun dari ia. She asked me just now lagi n I said mami 33. She said ari atu mami said 4 yrs old jua, tadi kaka bagitau my fren my mami 4 yrs old. We all laughed!! N i asked her apatah nya ur fren? She said my fren tekawa (ain is still trying to adjust her tongue to some wrds, this one is ketawa actually). I told her mami is just joking so Saturday u tell ur fren mami was joking. Kanak2 tah jua banar..

N she showed me her assessment today n she got 50/50 for Maths!! N 40/50 for english. Thats's very good. I was so amazed she looked like nda pandai dirumah but she scored excellently!! Looks like this one is going after my huby, Maths! I hate that. But at least she can master one of those hard subjects. I cud teach her to improve her english tho. I want her to master both. I am so proud of my daughter! She wud be in Pri 1 next yr insyallah di Jigsaw Primary Lambak. I dunno where else to put her n I hope this one is the best for her.

Mami wants to have a garage sale tomorrow. N I'm sure I have lots of things to sell, but malas mengakas. Las tnite we had our solat hajat n doa selamat. My sis is going to UK on my other sis's demand. They wud be here for fasting! Yey! Nda terasa it's been a yr now. I am ecstatic to see baby Dania. My hubby is fasting today, n my maid too. But hubby wants to eat outside, so sparing me the fuss of cooking. Hehehe..bukan apa lama dah nda masak semenjak pregnant ani.

Soon is fasting, n am not sure wud I be able to? baby ani nta makan aja as early as 7 or 8 am. Dimana kah kan makan nanti ni dskulah..hehe..betapuk ganya ni..Gotta go now...

2009-07-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

Some pics that I meant to upload. Muhammad Hazim Amsyar bin Hj Muhammad Alidin (19 May 2009)n Nadia Nadhirah binti Norfarizal (26 May 2009). Our new members in the family.

2009-07-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

True to my sis's words (baik anakumu atu mau tidur sorang nada kamu?) my daughter called me, saying she didn't want to stay at her nini's. So huby had to pick her up after tahlil. She misses me she said, n tried to kiss me tadi. Cian jua rasa kan hug me. I was wearing mask plg but still asked her not to be closed to me. Cian jua org nda pernah becarai tdo dri indungnya.

And this morning when she woke up she saw me still wearing my mask, and asked dgn tone sedih, alum baikkah? Cian kaka.. I can't imagine canakah if I give birth. Maukah ia tdo dgn org lain if huby decided to stay with me. Last time huby takut teberanak awal, he slept in the car. I asked her you said kaka ok, and she replied td ok tp now I miss u bah, auntie mus nda pandai sing. Macam2 tah alasan dibaginya. My mum laughed mendgr ia beceloteh macam-macam about not wanting nininya tdo d katil dgn ia. Nini big bah, katil kaka small. Hahaha...ada-ada saja..

But yes I am missing her too. Dalam kul 5 ydy when I called her belaing jua mata. Masa atu she was still ok. Tp nda sangka Tuhan atu menamukan kami jua malam atu. Mana nda maminya pun menganang mmg lah anaknya pun tekanang..Haha...ganya jua baru 30 mins away, pisan udah rindunya arah dalingku ani..Anak mami....

2009-07-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

Am having the flu! D doct said it's nothing. It subsides today a bit, but naik lagi. Mudahan jua nothing serious! Amin! I quarantined myself. But my huby nda mau2 jua dgnkan dirumah. My daughter arah nininya. Am missing her a lot, but dun want to take the risk altho nada apa2. Pyh lagi if ia yg kana. Am feeling much better today, so hopefully Monday dpt udah skul.

So all day long I surfed n watch DVD. Boring jua nada Hindi kan diliat. My daughter bawa the Astro kad, biar tia cian nada kan diliatnya krg. I am hoping tonite she wud be ok, nda pernah2 becarai tdo with either one of us, dtg tdo dgn auntienya. Cian kaka..

I got my tudung from elegante. Lawa my Hermes ah..Hehehe...and am hoping to get 2 more ujung bulan. Alum lagi ada kain tapinya kan raya ani, nda tau when can we go out n shop. Takut udah kan jalan2.
Am watching the nesw at d mo, 23 new cases lagi. Ya Allah! Mudahan kami dijauhkan dari wabak ani, sihatkan kami sekeluarga ya Allah, dan semua penduduk NBD. Amin!!

2009-06-24T15:20:00.002+08:00

Am at my place at the mo. Payah 'imigresen' lum mencop my pasport untuk balik for gud. haha..but am missing my home, my daughter pun pandai mengomplen. Maybe before the school reopens we will go back.

I am yet to upload Winania Dania's, Muhammad Hazim Amsyar's and Nadia Nadhirah's pictures. Thease are all the newborns. We will have two more new members, one this year and one next year.

My bro left for Spore today for his appointment, hopefully things will get better with his eye. My other bro wud also be leaving for Spore for his Masters this July. He wud be missed this Raya then, and his children too. But luckily my sis Wana and her family wud be coming back before Fasting. Yey! N they wud arrive on a Friday which makes it easier to welcome them. I'm ecstatic to see them esp baby Dania.

I bet the 'in' thing people all over the world is talking about now is H1N1. Me n huby have decided to let my daughter stay for another week before she goes back to school. I am afraid there are children who went for holidays. Nauzubillah.. I think these kinda schools shud extend their school hols for the sake of the children.

Yesterday we went to send our kain to our tailors. Am still trying to figure out arah sapakan ngantar. My daughter's kain dah clear, I decided to try one new shop in Serusop and the usual one. Tahun ani I dun want to buy expensive material for her. Macam last 2 yrs sayang, she has grown very fast now pendek n damit udah bajunya. So this year save sikit..hehe..but I can't help not to give beads, at least on 2 of them.

While I only have I kain at d mo. Honestly with my condition am not sure bila kan antar. Have to wait ujung-ujung bulan before Raya kali. If not nda muat. N I dunno where else to buy the kain. Checked Firoz, Silk Shoppe but nada lawa. Maybe Nazmi (I bet yg exclusives mmg lawa n harganya lawa jua)n YMRM ada yg lawa. If kan membali ahir-ahir tkut tailors nda sanggup. Membali now krg ada tia lagi new designs. Hemmm...n yes, am waiting for my tudong..hehe..hopefully lawa mcm dlm gambarnya. N then have to look for 2 more kali. malas kan belawa-lawa this Raya. Will still look fat..hehe..

2009-05-06T11:03:00.002+08:00

It's May and I haven't blogged at all! Am not up to it these days. Too stress with health, work and family. My parents extended their flight. My sis gave birth to a baby girl last Sunday, 3rd may. Another Taurean in the family! My parents will be arriving this Friday (can't wait, kan makan masakan babu!) hehehe..

But at the same time we are worried as well cos of the swine flu. Hopefully nada org yg have high temp in the flight, if not...I can't imagine drg kana quarantine, d Tutong lagi. Udah tah when they went there, they had to switch planes, beg sampai delayed till 3 days i think, my sis lambat beranak (in fact the EDD was 17th April, but sakit pun nda n kepala nya lum engaged at all, jauh lakat d position of d baby)..Ya Allah, dugaan. Mudahan balik ani nda lagi ada aral melintang. I know my dad was brought to the hosp cos gastric disana. Apa jua yg dpt dmakannya banar, asyik2 salmon saja. My dad selalu makan lauk rabus dsini, makan nyaman2, meratah2, datang kesana nothing to munch. Cian bapa..

We were on msn with them on the 30th, ramai2 nyanyi hapi bday nenek and then baca doa (live from Kent!). Rawan ati cos thn2 nda pernah miss. But I know my parents nganang my sis yg baru beranak jua, dats y they r willing to extend. I just hope they will be back safe and sound. We get to see my nieces and nephew. Bepanjangan rambut dorang, even my bro-in-law. Hehe...

Now nunggu Rina lagi. Ani sakit2 udahnya, and she had to be induced nie 18th ah, if not nda dpt beranak biasa. Ya Allah, berilah ia peluang beranak biasa, Amin!! Ari atu udah C section, cian. Then we will be switching to my huby's family, nunggu Katik g beranak. Wah..meriah lah...3 Taureans in a year..hehehe...meriahlah hari raya ini tahun....

My daughter complained when I told her Puteri dah ada baby girl baru, kaka nada adik bah, semua2 ada adik, kaka boring...adoiii...anak mami yang manja ani..insyallah ada tu nanti sayang..Manja nya bukan main lagi she doesn't want to sleep siring my huby, mesti jua siring ku, n mesti bepegang tangan. Sangal nyamu sampai pagi kan bepegang. I wonder cana tah mun ia beradi nanti. Very d manja! 2 days ago titik2 airmata when I decided to sleep on d day bed, saja tukar angin, I asked her why, kaka mau siring mami. I said mana muat. Apalagi menyamal lah nda mau melimpang, last2 huby took her mattress and taruh d lantai siring my daybed, baru tah senyum! Hai anakku Nurain!

N I laughed recently when she took my hand and laced our fingers, saying me and mami best frens together. I said to my huby 5 thn dah tahu wat is best fren..hehehe...malu ia when I told huby...cali jua kanak2 ani..

2009-04-18T17:04:00.002+08:00

Yet a public holiday for me. Stress ku eh, bila tah kan kaja nie..My sis text me dmalam asking my size..hehe..ada ole-ole ni. Am actually dying for Hot n Tender d Liverpool tapi cana? Haha..ask them to buy..macam-macam kan nta balikan tp kirim air liur saja. hehe..

My sis lum tah lagi kedengaran beranak, i think 2 days tah overdue nya ni if today alum beranak. I can't wait to see babu, am missing her like crazy! Babu balik tah...hehehe..manja..Today Shazaliah is one year old. We'll be celebrating at my sis's place later. Tomorrow my sis in-law's bro kawin d Tutong, but am not sure dapat kah kesana, sihat kah nda ni nanti. I bet panas lagi, if not my huby aja tah wakil ni.

30th april is dad's 76th birthday. We are not sure to celebrate immediately kah cos they will just be arriving on dat Wednesday. N I don't know what to get him. Macam semua udah kami selalu balikan, hp's, astro set, meja, kerusi, baju, kain cara melayu (tons of them sampai my little bro nda pyh g membali kain for raya, bapa dermakan saja..), belt, stud, socks (ani mmg banyak ni, sampai ia ada collections udah..mengomplen nda plg but my bros ada yg sampai minta rahnya or just d baginya). Perfume, my dad nda makai, wallet, he loves yg bezip to put the notes (a real pain mencari), shoes, he likes yang licak-licak (which we always found nada here, selalu Spore, Kl or UK)..so see..the list is stuck there...at the end of the day krg baju jua nie...hehe

I wanted to write bout something tapi nahhh..nanti tah..Am actually pissed off but sabar tah..wait..ada yang kan ku hantak ni krg..hahaha...

2009-04-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

I didn't go to work today, my back is killing me. Daughter too dicutikan cos she was coughing n vomitting again at school yesterday. We brought her to JPMC and the doct gave new medicine to soothe her runny nose. Mudahan better, rasanya malam-malam udah tidur nda be aircond, n cos kepanasan kali ia tido bepusing-pusing mcm gasing ani bah. Me yg teruk d tandangnya. Begundah banar..

My parents arrived quite late last Friday. The flite was delayed for 2 hours and then they were asked to board on a different flite. Am yet to find out what happened, cian jua udah tah long flite betukar-tukar flite lagi. They arrived around 11.30pm Brunei time. The worst thing is their luggages were not loaded along with them, so they arrived even later, 2 days later to be precise! Yes..last Sunday baru sampai. Fortunately barang semua ok except sotong yang babu rabus. Yeah..I know! Macam-macam ada dalam beg atu. Maklum org betian cian jua so babu bawa everything that she cud think of. haha..alhamdulillah nda kana ruah. But I bet memang bebau baju-bajuan tu mun sudah tahai, pusu, udang karing..hehe definitely my sis beriuh..

I fell so much better knowing ubat babu dah ada. They were in the cargo so nda ia dapat makan ubat for 2 days. Sunday I spent time memessage my sis d UK and betanya kabar. Beuri banar..But all's well now, nunggu my sis beranak lagi..mudahan semua lancar..amin!!

2009-04-09T07:58:00.002+08:00

We went to babu's last nite for makan and most of all, packing for them. Banyak nya barang, but honestly I am not dat surprised cos my sis lapas deliver nanti wud need lots of stuff, irup-iruan lah barutlah, so plus barang bis babu, of course lah. Who goes to UK belenggang kan? Org Brunei bah nie. My experience kesana so far, ku hentam saja masukkan semua barang, my policy is baik beruah d airport than andang betinggalkan di rumah. Sayang kali ah if nasib baik kana lapas. Hahaha..Gambling plang, but yeah life taught us dat.

My eldest sis muncung-muncung mulut udah, marah looking at the stuff kan d bawa. I tried to keep cool, cian jua babu kana marahi saja. My huby pun ikut memanyap and in the end we decided baik tah make use of the hand luggage, at least nda barat dlm cargo, but the concern is my sis tah yang membawa jua tu, harapkan my parents, nda jua tebuaie tu.

My sis's main concern is the heavy luggages cos she is suffering from 'slip disc' so payah kan luan bongkok n angkat barang barat. Cian plg. Luckily my cuz pun ikut so some of the stuff betaruh rahnya jua n at least my sis bedangan ngangkat barang disana.

Huby drove me to school today, hehe I woke up late so I told him I wud drive fast nie, cos takut ahir, so the mere word caused him to immediately wake up, brush his teeth, pakai lens and ready waiting for me di bawah..Hehe..taktik saya jalan jugak ye..But yeah driving insanely waktu dah ahir is my bad habit so kinda safe jua kana drivekan cos later am going home early. Stayed back 3 days udah so enough lah. I need to go to Babu's awal jua packing up some more and pinjamkan my luggages for hand carry.

2009-04-06T08:35:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, huby dah sihat. My daughter saja batuk malam-malam. Am beginning to think sign of asthma is it? Nauzubillah..but Dr TK Chan told us dulu my daughter is a bit asthmatic, mudahan nda melarat. Today my huby said she went to school without much 'rebel'.Alhamdulillah coz last nite I gave her warning, if she wants to read books macam mami n ayah buat, she has to go to school to learn. Tarus ia practice dmalam. Ok jua but can't figure out how to pronounce the words.

I feel like cali jua I have to use phonics to teach her. N yes I do know most of the alphabets sounds-like, and it is kinda funny and siuk. Mcm, M...u rub your tummy and say mmmmmmm...banyak lagi, and I was so amaze if I do this my daughter wud know what are the alphabets. So amazing lah d teachers..

School alum lagi as hectic as other school. Quite slow cos TT lum kuar ani, but am beginning to dread going into Yr & cos really nda ku berapa as opposed to teaching the upper secs students. So if TT is not out this week, yes I will have to teach drg the new topic, which am sure I have to read dulu then think of the way to attract their attention. Maklum lah alum ada apa-apa. apparatus pun nda ada to at least show them something. So use imagination lah..Yg bari beuri is the Form 5 since I will be taking them if TT dah settled. Nervous ku menganang there are no practs apparatus. Bulan 4 udah! Argghhh.. Cana kah ni..

Babu, Bapa and Jiah wud leave for UK this Thursday. I am yet to help babu with her packing, banyak jua ku liat barang atu, mostly makanan..Jgn lupa makanan belalang...kebulur kita belalang...hehehe My sis due 17th ani so hopefully babynya tahan sampai dat date. Or at least 10hb ani waktu d grandparents dah dtg. N am sure my sis n family r excited bis babu kan datang..siuknya...I want a baby too....

2009-04-04T09:01:00.002+08:00

I love my neighbourhood. Besides my village dulu, this neighbourhood practices riadah very much. Love to see them walking, jogging, cycling. Dulu waktu bujang patang-patang we will play badminton, jogging, turun naik bukit, but now dah separated ani masing-masing dengan agenda sendiri. Sometimes saja my 1st bro wud call up my huby to play bad d rumahnya. The ladies ani nda tah ada days out and agenda sendiri..Boring..

One day I asked huby kalau ia mau main bad. Sasakku nya 'bemain dengan org beginner ani lawan dengan org kan pro ani nda siuk!' Hahaha...bulih! Macam banar..I missed having some kinda outing together with my family. Ari atu kan ke swimming pool d Pusat Belia nda jadi, kan ke Tasek Lama nda jadi, kan ke pantai lum ada slot kosong. Hemmm...my house ada plg so-called gym, but the atmo nda siuk bah, I went in pun sekali-sekala, ikut-ikut my huby n daughter. D bagi be tv apa udah tu tp 'customer' nya nda jua ada..lalai behabuk bu!

2009-04-04T08:42:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I blogged. Tapi hari-hari lawat just to see it. Mu huby started kaja today, but my daughter pulang vomiting dari td malam. It's mostly due to batuk so tekuar sikit milk nya, and this morning jua sikit, so we tot nda payah tah skulah today. She wud enjoy dat definitely..Hehe..This week 2 hari saja ia skulah and am feeling guilty cos awal-awal ani udah banyak absent, am afraid banyak ia ketinggalan, hopefully no.

My parents came back from Spore, and to date my bro's future treatment is to protect the unaffected one. Mudahan ada jalan kami untuk mencari lagi sebarang penawar. Amin..Yesterday huby bawa servicing keta and it took them almost 3 hours, ramai org. So we went home and picked up my daughter kan bawa makan. Cian jua seharian ditinggalkan. Neway, I didn't drive cos if kan ke Gadong, minta ampun minta maaf, memang not my area. Malas ku besampit-sampit atu. Huby also gave up after taking 2 rounds mencari parking, cian ia tais liur McD's. So he brought us to KFC Kiulap saja atu pun nda mau makan. Sikit aja. Well, nanti tah membawa lagi.

Babu asked us to come for a prayer tonite before leaving to UK next week. I am not sure dapat kah nda. Huby still so-so takut berambun, daughter g vomiting (hopefully ia ok before tonite). Kalau kan pigi sorang, cian jua dorang di tinggalkan n my dad wud want to know drg dmana, napa tah ditinggalkan. If kan dbawa alai, my huby cian sorang, krg ia kan mau apa-apa, nda ku tesurung. Ntah liat tah dulu ni. I dun want to tell my parents my huby n daughter are not well, cukup-cukup tah what we have at d mo, dtg sakit dorang krg.

We were looking for V tech's games bah, macam nda bejual ah d Brunei. We bought alai the console d KL and inclusive Dora's game. Tapi ani macam keboringan ia sudah so we r thinking kan membalikan ia new ones, tapi cari punya cari mcm nada eh. Mcm we tot we saw them somewhere bah tp maybe in UK. Well...will keep on looking...

2009-03-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

Huby is not well. From last Sunday. He had to continue his leave. So lucky his department is so lenient, just pick up the phone or text the dept, done! I wish! Haha..School is hectic, wat do u expect on the first day of school? Everyone is confused, annoyed and irritated..what with the TT, students, teaching loads and of course new appointments. Am very relieved that my 'caretaker' position is confirmed as the assistant HOD..not the HOD! I know it is almost the same but hey, still HOD is a lot of work! Hehehe...

I am very tired these 2 days, felt like the school had reopened for 2 weeks rather than 2 days. I am going up and down between school and home, huby n daughter..jauh g skulah ani..Terasa eh..Dun feel like writing a lot! C ya..

2009-03-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

Salam all..we're back! Last Friday around 8ish pm to be precised. Still a little bit tired from jalan-jalan and packing and unpacking. Biasaklah. We stayed at Pyramid Tower's Sunway Resort and Spa. Ok lah but am a bit annoyed still cos my parcel from a friend nda sampai jua. N very annoyed cos the staff are not that friendly, very unhelpful. The perspective that orang putih is THE only international guest still observed. In fact dimana-mana sajalah. D Empire dulu kana jua, udah meliat org putih atu, tesua-sua bah muha ah. Padahal at their place we are treated like rubbish!

Marah saja kami meliat. But enough said. We had a great time watching d Disney show. My daughter didn't even talk, very much absorbed and overwhelmed by those princesses skating. I was so relieved that part was over eh, ingau ku balik-balik my daughter asked bila liat Disney? Huby managed to take some pics, payah jua cos they were skating so can't take a still pose. Need a better camera kali..hehe.. He had some vids tho, so maybe I will upload on FB.

Monday was filled with Sunway theme park adventure. My daughter had a good time trying all pools. We even ride the waterlogged thingy, tp she cried. Mana nda it was too high eh, nyasal jua bawa ia. But she loved the train ride. We sat there nda mau turun cos she kept on saying one more time! Sampai 3 kali then I had to ask her to step down. Huby dah lama nunggu dikerusi..hehe..

Tuesday park closed, so we went to KL. Sogo, Euro Moda Lot 10, Pavilion and of course Insaf. Belurih jua kain mami and I felt guilty to the salesperson eh, semua jua kain dibukakannnya, but I only took one yg mahal for mami. If ada budget lagi..kinda wanting kan membali jua for myself. But I settled for a cheaper one, untuk mami ajalah..cian jua..N I had a hard time memilih, huby too cos mami pemilih and bapa jua very strict with colours of her kain, if nda lawa nda ia nyuruh makai. So we always made fun mami ada custom check lagi..hehe..Belurih plg blouse di Sogo..mcm biasa paksa cari plus sizes, badan ani bah.. And showing off Pavilion to my huby. Sementara ncari-cari Fendi wristwatch. Too bad, nada d colour that I wanted. Ntah aku salah liat kah ah, dlm internet lain ani bah. Well...got Cerruti and Hugo Boss from huby tho...hehe..thanks dear...

Wednesday again shopping at the mall in Sunway saja. But honestly nda kami tehabiskan cos there were little shops lagi, confusing jua. We concentrated on buying stuff ajalah. Thursday huby n daughter tried skating. Ain was not able to stand with the skates, let alone skate. Everyday we passed the skating arena, ia kan minta bawa, she said I cud do this, I promise and twirled like a princess showing off. And I kept on saying that inda sama tu kasutnya. Licin lagi. When she did discover the truth, she was so mad nda dpt skating, so paksa tah huby bawa betiti and go one round then udah. Rugi jua cos mahal but wat to do. I was taking pics saja lah, payah jua brg kan ditinggalkan altho ada lockers.

Well..am off now..next time upload pics..

2009-03-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

Some things that boggled my mind:

* If you take a lot of carrot it wud b good for ur eyes but too much will cause your skin to turn 'orange'.

* Too much carbo will cause obesity, and maybe diabetes, but if you don't take any you wud b weak.

* Too much fat will cause obesity but if you don't take any ur fat-soluble vitamins wud not be able to dissolve in ur body.

* Too much sugar cud cause high glucose level, hence obesity, but no sugar cud make u collapse too.

* Too little water cud cause dehydration but too much wud cause bloated tummy too..hehe

* Too much facial done cud open up the spores, but if you don't your face wud feel like sand paper!

* If ur too hairy you'd feel embarrassed, but if u get rid of them they come back and become too thick and scary!

There are so many other things that boggled me but can't think anymore. Gotta take care of my bubbly @ pet society..hehe

2009-03-14T18:44:00.002+08:00

I remembered my youngest sis told us some jokes / lines of Bruneian trying to talk in Malaysian Bahasa. I can't quite remember all but those jokes made me ache all over. Sakit parut ku ketawa..And the way she said it yang cantek..If you just read here without practising it on ur frens nda berapa nyaman di dangar..hehe..

#1 Oh...awak rupanya..maafkan saya tak berapa mengilala...

#2 Baju nie cantiklah...ada tak yang warna gadong?

#3 Panas betullah..mari kita pergi belimbu!

#4 Yang baju macam nie, ada tak yang buntak tangan?

Hahahaha....get it? Sakit parutku nie..if u hear her becakap lagi tia, nda ku lagi tecakap...And for IME, these are just something to boost you up.. hehehehe

2009-03-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

We brought my daughter for her last booster at Kiarong. Alum masuk dah tau ia kan beinjek. And she was very upset when asked to write her name, namanya salah. N u a r i n.. haha..stress kali kana liat. N I said mana nda lupa tadi nda mau skul.

Yes, she didn't go to school today. Merely saying 'aku suka auntie (my maid)' so she wants to stay. Malaskan marah pagi-pagi n I was running late, I let her be. I did scold her and said some nasty words, iatah malas lagi manjangkan so I just asked my huby to cut her some slack today. But I have the intention kan marahi ia karang ptg. Haha..I didn't tho, cos the nurse told me on the phone pastikan ia sihat. So if I scold her n she cries memang jadi selesma karang. So tahan lah hati ani...

So after injection which was full of tears, betaran and bekuat, we told her if ia nda mau skul lagi, patangnya bawa injek. I hope she learnt her lesson. Awal ani udah malas, I don't want to think of the future yet. Takutku..

Neway, skul was very eventful today. Aside from teaching @ shrieking and shouting as usual, filling form for GO FR, there was a theft case. My colleague lost her money, banyak jua bout $60++. Cian, nda lagi dapat tu. These 3 students apprarently was very protected of each other, and they ganged up to use the money usulnya, cos they went somewhere (assumed the canteen) and a newly bought topup card was in sight.

I was quite embarassed to hear the expat teachers were saying how lenient the system is. They were just told off with a warning! N a little pat in the shoulder 'not to do it again!'. Macam..I wanted to slap them udah..Sudah tah they asked the expat kamu org Brunei kah? Berani lagi told my fren if u think this is ur money then take it! My fren even saw her pen from KK with this boy but thought it was his, and she only realized when she checked her stuff.

This is a very serious case n if it were in other school the police definitely wud be called. Ani macam nda! Chey si! My other fren lost her school fund recently n it was also during her class with this boy. Mcm too coincidental bah!.. I just can't believe they were so ignorant, nda penakut and very ferocious! I was even told yg d family is not that good either @ ada jua yg beperangai panjang tangan ani.

Masyallah!! Form 3 ni we're talking about. If this incident is reported to the parents, definitely parents won't believe and say teachers' fault jua, duit beampaian.. Hemmm...wake up n not only smell the roses parents..they do have thorns..kadang-kadang baik jua liat-liati peranakan ah...Kami ani d living proof that these things happen and nothing is done just to cover ur faults...

Then, balik kerumah my sis text me bout a sad news. Now, again, I'm not in d mood. Ya Allah..I hope the others are strong cos am starting to break down...real hard...

2009-03-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

We went to send my parents, my bros n wives and children at the airport. I am in no mood to elaborate more cos am a bit pissed, upset, sad, worried, distressed, and stressed. Owh well, just one of the days...hehe..but m very much hoping for the best..

Neway..Mudahan Tuhan melancarkan perjalanan diorang semua. Sihatkan semuanya, mudahan nada aral melintang..dan Ya Allah tunjukkan lah kami jika memang ada penawarnya, bantu kami mencarinya Ya Allah...Amin!!!

2009-03-09T01:15:00.002+08:00

We went to Bakerlyn Cafe today. Their products are close to our hearts and my sis loves to buy chocs and cakes from Bakerlyn. And I can say the cakes are definitely yummy when you have them for Hi T. We also tried the laksa, altho I am not a fan but ok lah. N we love the crispy wings and mini burger.. The atmo is very nice, altho bit crowded, nevertheless we enjoyed it!

Mini for Sale!

2009-03-09T01:04:00.003+08:00

This is the car that I promised to ad. Please email me at ainsyia182@gmail.com. You'd be given my huby's no for more details. This is for serious buyers only and to avoid ur email from not being read, please quote Mini as ur subject. Thank you..

2009-03-09T00:37:00.004+08:00

Some random pics from my huby's bday, and my father in law's bday, alai's n ayah's double celebration, alai playing bouncer at Yayasan and my fav fish curry at Ceri.

2009-03-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

Selamat menyambut Maulidur Rasul...Salawat dan salam keatas Nabi Muhammad SAW..I haven't blog much cos there is nothing much to share. Last Friday we went to R&T and huby went 'crazy' n buy TV's. Hentam lah. I know he has been wanting to buy flat, and I too have the same dream but I can't afford it..Hehe..The next day they installed them, quite efficient eh? My sis invited us for a 'doa selamat' at her place.We had quite a feast but I didn't take any pictures. If not I could've posted them here and send to my sis as well. tried Jun's chic roll n cuppies for my sis. They're not that bad. N I cooked daging itam as she requested, tp too bad can't eat daging. But actually I did jua walau sikit. Asal merasa..

Today we went out again..saja round..and looking around for table for alai's aqua, tapi tebali pulang vases..Hehe..It was raining so huby didn't go for fishing as he planned. I wanted to buy the 'cop' for school, lum tah lagi tebali. And also this kinda organizer that can store lots of small stuff for school. My friend got one and I really want one too. Hehe..

2009-03-05T16:16:00.002+08:00

Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu....berbeza...lalalalalalala...I don't like this song so if am stressed I will hum this song cos ia sesuai di terais2kan mcm penyanyinya buat waktu AJL. hahaha..

Am sure my BP naik tadi cos I shouted like crazy to my students. Habis kuar semua sumpahan ku (I am v opposed to words like shut up, diam, pa*ui, bu*uh) tp tadi those words came out without hesitation...Stress tah ku udah tu nah! N this students ada guts lagi mumbling something which is very audible tp nda clear. Entah ampir hari2 udah so I think if I am to have a better health I need to get another job eh! Gila ku karang.

And I just called mum and she said my dad is again crying! N I cried too! I'm just not up to these things anymore. And without people knowing my pain is back, not sure the stone or just cos I held my daughter too long and the effect from the uncomfortable chair that I slept on at JPMC. I hope I won't be having the episode again. Ya Allah kuatkan kami..please bring smile to my parents!

2009-03-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

We're back today. My daughter was discharge about 10 ish. It cost us a lot, poor huby, but anything for my daughter's good health. She had to take antibiotic for 4 days, and I hope the infection is not in her system anymore. And my daughter would take her medicine cos all these while she is very difficult to persuade.

I have other thoughts in mind after being in JPMC.And I really hope this time I will get d chance. Who would've thought something good might come out of this. It's true that everything happens with a reason and there is always a blessing in disguise.

Well, back to school tomorrow although I should say that resting in JPMC wasn't actually a rest at all. Owh n my huby sealed his promise today, hehe..got my photocopier! Yahoo..at least I don't have to waste my money and photocopy for my students and go to MOE to photocopy. Thanks dear...

2009-03-03T22:23:00.003+08:00

28th - We had a national day celebration at school. I was amazed to see my gauk students cud act and I am so proud of them..Walau gauk ada jua pemandai nya..Sayang didn't take any pics.

Then I saw them and they had a test. So I kept on teasing them by saying periksa tah Tuanku (cos one was a King in his act) and pendekar jantah lagi becakap (cos some of them were pendekar then)..hehe...

1st March
Around 5 am alai woke up shivering and huby was awake. I tot it was just one of her days being restless, but she was very warm. We gave her paracetamol hoping the temp wud go down. By 9 am she was still warm, and I cancelled my plan for a wedding with my mum. My huby had to go to his cousin's son's wedding in Tutong.

We had to keep on taking care of my daughter who kept on vomitting and didn't want to eat anything. By 2pm I asked my huby to come back soon cos am afraid with the fluctuating temp. We brought her to JPMC and she was given suppository twice, the temp was 39. She quickly recovered so we brought her to buy her ring. I forgot to mention when we had dinner at KTM she cried out loud when her ring fell off into the sink. So we promised to buy her a new one.

Unfortunately at home she was still vomitting and again fluctuating temps. I was doing my work and huby had to recharge to take turn pampering her. I was all dizzy with work and not being able to close my eyes.

2nd March
Around 6 she was very very warm so I decided not to go to school and we brought her to JPMC again. She was 40 degrees hot! And they had to give her suppository again and asked to stay in. She had to be dripped, and very restless and crying asking us to bring her home.

They gave her antibiotic just in case she is infected. Today (3rd) is her 2nd day here and my 2nd day off work. She is getting better but am very anxious to hear she has got some Streptococci in her blood culture. It is in fact infection and I began to wonder was it when she slept at the hospital when I was admitted that she got it? Cos she got some very large lumps on her hand and as she scratched and the lumps gave out liquid, mostly at the area she has always got her eczema.

I'm hoping we will get out tomorrow and they will give us oral antibiotic for the infection. Cos ain is very active and eats and drink normally today the doct let her out of drip and antibiotic till the results tomorrow. We were also granted a 3 hr leave so we went home, but alai was asleep the whole time and when we came back again then she woke up. She was asking me just now, tadi mami said we go home? I said sudah sayang, sampat mami bagi makan fish kaka..she just smiled...Baik capat sayang, mami and ayah love u....

2009-03-03T22:09:00.003+08:00

27th Feb - We celebrated ayah's bday with my in laws' family. We had nice makan at KTM. My sis was not feeling well, so we waited for her to come back from the clinic. When she came we my other sis asked the waitress to bring the cake and on our signal to bring it out.

We were asking my sis who went to the clinic about the meds she was given when the waitress came and asked us, u want the cake now? We were like..huh! n my huby was all smile already. In fact he saw the box when my in laws came into the restaurant. So my sis said we r trying to give a surprise..so thank yu! The waitress went off with a guilty look. Bulih! Haha..and my huby was teasing me by pointing to my mum's present which was placed near to his chair. Haha..jahat...

When they played the bday song, my huby cleared my side of the table so that the waitress placed the cake there and clapped along and sang happy bday. I easily blushed so even it wasn't my bday I laughed too much n got very red! He handed me the knife and asked me to cut the cake. Sasakku..ngalih ku ketawa..but when it was present time laju ia bediri besalam..Haha...

We had cake from Bakerlyn, it was so lite n nice and some cuppies from Jasmine. Thanks for having my last minute order dear...and again Happy Birthday Ayah...will upload some pics sometime soon..

2009-02-27T11:56:00.002+08:00

Owh..my sis's operation went well..alhamdulillah..went to visit her last nite, and we saw her stones...alamak..banyaknya and I have to say it's quite scary for me yg about to undergo d same thing soon.. I felt down tarus n nervous. That stones were really like d stones that we use untuk main 'simban'..hehe..karas ani bah.. D doct said if they were black, that means it has been for a while dalam badan. And I saw ada yg itam banar..takutku...!

My bro went home yesterday for a home leave, and be back again tomorrow. Cian jua kuar masuk, ngangkut barang yg ngalih. The procedure wud be esuk so he gets to have a rest drumah dulu, at least nyaman rasanya at home.

Today my maid blendkan air lobak putih (another medication for me along air kelapa, karakatau, dalak) hemmm..but wat to do telan sajalah..hehe..and I tell you the taste is yuck! At least I cud drink karakatu without having to hold my breath. Ani lapas dbawa minum air pun masih terasa..nda nyaman....Babu!!!!!!

Happy birthday Ayah...

2009-02-27T11:46:00.002+08:00

Today is my other half's birthday. Let me just keep the age to ourselves..hehe..We celebrated his birthday last 20th with the family but today we will have a small gathering (courtesy of huby..he wants to belanja for once he said..)at KTM, and I will have a surprise for him..hehe..

Last night after Maghrib we gave our gifts to huby. One from my daughter and one from me. Huby knew I went to kadai (cos he called me and heard d background music and wondered where I was, sheesh..spoil!) and then at home I told my daughter it's ayah's bday so we are going to give him presents later. Huh! Kacau, shouldn't have told her, cos the instant huby arrived home, ayah ada present tu!..haha..

Anyway, Happy Birthday to ayah..mudahan panjang umur murah rezeki, sihat walafiat, panjang jodoh bahagia selalu and mudahan alai beradi soon..amin!

Happy Birthday Ayah...We love you!!

2009-02-25T19:55:00.002+08:00

I forgot, my review yesterday was mainly on whether or not my stone has been flushed out, (most probably yes, cos I have been urinating blood and at some point it was quite black, so yes, mudahan jua udah kuar, amin!) and what to do with my gallstones. D doct was hoping to take off my gallbladder to make sure that I will not bear the pain forever. He was concern I wud be getting pain from the gallstones once the one in my ureter is gone. So we will do things one at a time.

My sis was admitted today for her procedure tomorrow. She was not keen and asked d doct if she cud go home first and come back tomorrow. I think d procedure wud b in the morning. I'm not sure if I cud make it though. My daughter's appointment wud have to be postponed again. My huby wud b going for a course at d IPA, and I'm definitely not able to bring her even tho I drive. I went out yesterday and if I ask again tomorrrow, am not sure the admin wud b happy. So I have to call d clinic again. Hemmm...

I saw this advert on our notice board about writing up journal for JPA, was it? Can't remember..so am thinking of doing mine, actually altering my journal from my masters last time and then sending it. It's about health n education. Hehe..mana tau, it's not d pay am getting at, but the chance to pursue my education..

2009-02-25T19:14:00.002+08:00

I'm calmer today...just cos I made myself invisible. For d last 2 days..haha..my huby said why'd u go n hide? Me hide? alum!! I'm just not into this thing anymore and very concern of my health. Malas ku eh, as I said, these petty things r for kanak2 and I am not going to entertain that person so that we get heated up lagi.

Yesterday I had good time at MTM. Hehe..courtesy of complementary card from huby. hehe..siuk jua ah. DST bebayarkan, kad pakai aja huby bayar..hehe but honestly this is the first time I used it for myself. I don't want to get my own card, cos I know without one I am 'org kaya yg miskin', so if I have one I wud become, 'org miskin yg miskin'..hehe

I had maniped first then a massage. Since it was Tuesday so I took advantage of the 50% discount. Quite mahal plg MTM. I'm missing Yanti from Sari Ayu Yayasan. She has always been my facial lady. Now I got to Mall and has Desy. She is ok lah..She cud make my eyebrows lawa jua, mcm Yanti hehe.. Dulu Tati did my massage at Yayasan, now she is also gone (miss u mbah!).. Haven't tried with Yanti yet. The lady was so so lah, nyaman lagi waktu Komang n Ninok were there. Hehe..I know..! Those names! Won't be forgotten..Hahaha..

So am feeling better now. The load off my shoulders..(hopefully permanently...) hehehe...

Happy National Day

2009-02-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

National Day..25 tahun..kedewasaan bernegara..hopefully Brunei memang dewasa dengan penduduk yang berfikiran dewasa jua, jan macam orang atu..haha..out tia..I'm kinda sad this year nda ikut lagi after missing last year. Apa boleh buat keadaan alum mengizinkan..mudahan mendapati lagi next year..di beri Allah kesihatan..Amin!!

Neways mudahan kitani semua terus aman merdeka, berdaulat dan sentiasa di rahmati Allah..amin...Merdeka Negaraku..

2009-02-22T13:16:00.002+08:00

Am feeling very blue today, just because of this person lagi. Dulu masa sakit d asaknya jua ku..now lagi..I dunno what does this person have against me..sampai she meddled into my life ani bah..napakan?

For me aku mencari akhirat ni masa ani, bukan lagi nikmat dunia. Bukan lagi kan ambong, ego, menindas org cos I know I did some of them dulu, ngumpat2, menguyung harta dunia. I'm old enough to know these things won't last. N I respect d elderlies, n speak to them dengan hormat n rendah diri.

I have experienced enough to know u don't meddle into people's affair bah! It's not nice, rude, over and nda beretika!I have stepped my foot into too many school udah to know d politics of each school n people dalamnya.

And this one, Ya Allah, too much eh! Just cause am a mute person bah, n not their ally pasal atu ia berani kali! As I said apa kan ku megahkan and banggakan? Semua pinjaman Tuhan. Kalau kan kana ambil Ya Allah sekelip mata bah. Insaf tah! I think I need to go somewhere eh, nda ku tahan!!!!

2009-02-21T19:02:00.002+08:00

I am sharing some more pics from d event ydy. My dearest family n huby's being sweetly shy over being celebrated an advance bdy..hehe..

2009-02-21T18:46:00.002+08:00

Today Ain had her bdy celebration at school. Her cake is a nice Jasmine themed from LeApple. We ordered KFC and had some goodies to go with that. My huby was there for a while at least to get some pics and see alai blew her candles out. Cian mami was not there alai, cudn't get out from school..

When I went inside the car, the back part was filled with wrapped presents. She got 24 presents! N all were nicely wrapped. At home she went excited and opened up all her presents..with so much expression..hehe I took some pics and took a vid as well..and yes..I was right! She got enough presents that wud last her for a while...hehe..That concludes Ain's 5th birthday celebrations..

2009-02-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah..function yesterday went well..N I had everyone who made it possible. Catering Ziznaa, Riza Fudhlana's table n chairs, Cits cuppies, G's cuppies, KOJ's cakes n other delicacies, Sinah's cake and Ibra Noreen's bouncer.

D function started around 2pm and lasted around 5ish. Too bad my bro n wife were not there. But I did tapau for them, and their 6 children were sent here.

After doa selamat, we cut d cake first, for my daughter, then my huby. My daughter was all smile n malu2..Her cake caused a stir in the crowd especially cousin bini2..D word waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....was a famous word ydy. And they were excited to see my huby's cake, d doll does d trick..hehe..When I took out d cuppies, even some more wwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....n everyone wanted a taste of d Dora's cuppies especially, n my huby's mini themed cuppies.

Am sure after this my niece, Amani would want to have d same cake n cuppies. They were naming the characs ydy, Dora, Boots, Swiper (Swiper no swiping ...oh mannnnnnn.....!!!!), Isa and Tico. They noticed Benny was absent...hehehe...kids...

Makan time came, n everyone enjoyed d food. Alhamdulillah..we had steamed fillet fish, Thai chilli sos chicken, mixed veggie, beriyani ayam, and I made some lauk rabus for both our parents, tom yam soup. There was also some sambal and ulam-ulaman..n bandung, teh tarik n water..simple dishes but I am satisfied everyone was full..

Thank you as well to Kajah, Atun and Babu for d kuih. I ordered 2 kind of kueh, n plus d ones yg kana bagi, banyak jadinya..and all were so sweet...I didn't eat that much, takut..am still on my diet control jua..hehehe...

We gave a box of G's cuppies for each family, in addition to a large cuppy (with their names engraved) for those who had and will b having their birthday this month (Buti, Ering, Acai, Uwa and Along)in their box. The children got their goodies and I even gave the maid some! Alhamdulillah ada rezeki kami..mudahan semua sihat, my family esp my daughter, my huby, me..hehe..my bro, my sis who wud b undergoing surgery this 26th, my sis yg pregnant d UK n her family, my sis n sis in law yg pregnant disini, my bro n sis in laws yg belajar d UK and the whole of our family...Aminnnnnnnn.....

D bouncer was taken around 8pm and d catering earlier around 6. I was having back pain by that time udah, but we had to go out n ambil my daughter's cake lagi..My maid n daughter had a finale with d bouncer, mau tia main my daughter ah..ramai2 atu malu2...

She unwrapped her presents and was all wow!, cool, I love it...wahhhhh....hehe..she got lots of books and bags..that's good cos I know tomorrow wud b another celebration for ain...and she wud get a lot of toys!!

2009-02-21T17:58:00.002+08:00

Some pics of my daughter's fishes n her drum set. Nda jua mau2 mesti jua posing..hehe..kinda amazed on d pic dat I took of the fishes..lawa matanya!hehe...

2009-02-19T15:48:00.003+08:00

Last night we went to this toy shop. I know I told my daughter not to ask for more toys. But since it was her bday ydy, so I (more to my huby really!) made it an exception. She chose a drumset with d stick n stool. Hehe..abis tah ni bising d rumah..

Then sebaris kadai atu ada kadai fishing n kadai fish. So my huby went to see some fishing rods n me n daughter went to see those fishes. She asked her dad over weeks ago for a fish to keep at home. I didn't expect she wud b dat serious. She was all talking in English with d Filipino salesman, who is very friendly. Hehe..

And guess what? I ended up spending a lot to buy her a tank (she chose this one) with accessories, the fishes were given free of charge. She chose 4 types of fishes, 2 each for 3 species, and 1 of the big goldfish, so she has 7. My huby came with his fishing rod and accessories, and us with fishes and tank! Haha..What a picture..

Balik kerumah jadi keraja, washing d inside tank and placing all the filter n stuff. Ain then fed them this fish food that was suggested by this guy. N after that she set up (more of her dad actually!) the drumset, sat facing d fishes and then banged on her drums, singing hello fish..Hemm...Masa ani pun ia practise her alphabets, facing the fish tank! Haha..

Happy Birthday Ain!

2009-02-18T15:28:00.002+08:00

Today is my dearest darling daughter's birthday! She is 5! Wow..time sure flies fast. I'm hoping all d good things for her, health, knowledge, attitude and life. Amin!

We will celebrate this Friday, and continuing the celebration at Jigsaw. Happy Birthday anak mami!! Mami n ayah love you!

2009-02-16T16:50:00.003+08:00

This iphone was advertised for sell lama udah. Maybe cos it's from China nda org guna. Hehe..but it is lying around d rumah, and I really don't want to use it cos nda berapa with d hi tech nowadays ani. So again, am advertising, after d FB, selling this for $380 (ono), it's not 3G I think (banyak org ask me this)..can b used with DST's saja, from China, can use 2 sims, 8GB, no warranty. You can shout! if ur interested..hehe

2009-02-16T16:15:00.002+08:00

School at last! Siuk nda menahan drumah, tp boring jua with d attitude of my students. Macam ilang tia takutnya mentang2 aku ilang a week. Sasakku! I am happy cos kaja dah smua be antar, tinggal lagi kan crash with d syllabus. Stress wei..

My bro had an ECG check today, apparently ydy nda jadi. Not sure apa results nya yet. krg g update with my sis-in-law. Last nite went to visit him, he was looking ok, happy cos d children were there. We went to visit the other siblings yg tinggal dirumah, cian anak buah yayang..lapar yek...yayang bawakan nasi..makan Najib eh...

I asked my mum n she said to go on with the 20th, mudahan nada halangan. Kan selajurkan dgn my bro's doa selamat jua. Hope everything will b ok.

Chairs n tables, cake dah clear. Catering alum, Imite cook beef( my sis kegilaan so kesian jua) but dats d only thing I'll b cooking, my huby nda suruh luan bengalih.
Kerasaan jua tadi waktu d skulah. Too much sitting upright marking.

Owh n we went to LeApple for my daughter's cake this Sat. She chose Jasmine. Atu pun dah mahal. Alamak anak mami..My daughter had a hair cut and also a maniped..hehe..mahal kali ah..biar tia anak baru sorang..maminya pulang lama dah nda maniped. N a very beautiful dress for d school's bday celebration. Hehe..bankrap ayah (mudahan murah rezeki ayah..)Amin!

2009-02-15T12:32:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to do my work today. Marking lesson plan, BSC d usual stuff. Cos am starting school 2moro. D form 4's will not be in so I'v to prepare for my form 5 saja. But still I manage to blog and check out d blogs that I visit everyday. Hehe..

Managed to reconstruct a bit of d paras on my novel, tp lum siap eh. Nada mood n idea. So I stop first. Am still down thinking of my bro n sis n parents. N d function this 20th? I dunno on kah nda ni. Am so in dilemma ni kn jadi. Today we cancelled our plan for a picnic, nobody feels like it.

Udah ni..need to print lots of stuff..hehe

2009-02-14T11:38:00.002+08:00

V day? not so much anymore for me n my huby. Kalau dulu yes,we celebrate every year esp waktu becinta. Masa darah muda lah katakan, n too blind to know d truth. Now we concentrate on 'bigger' and important dates. Our bdays, my daughter's especially n our wedding anniversary.

I am thinking about my daughter's bday ani. I have to order 2 cakes, one for d school and one for our home celebration. D one for our celebration sudah ok, but for school ani tah ,nda tau apa n dmana. I think LeApple jua tu, but not sure theme apa lagi. Hemm susahnya. Sometimes celebration d skulah ani is kinda a nuisance for d parents. Kan celebrate d rumah lagi. If we dun celebrate d skulah cian jua anak. My daughter is already demanding this and that taking example from kawan2nya yang celebrate bdays d skulah, so we can't say no..

Kembali Terjalin

2009-02-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

Nia tak sangka langsung. Ingat dah dekat 3 tahun tak jumpa, Nia takkan jumpa dia lagi. Rupanya dia dah lama study kat maktab ni. Mamat lat la tu lah…Eh tak boleh gelar lat la lagi, dah pakai contact lens wei! Makin tinggi, putih melepak, bibir merah, rambut beralun (tak lah seteruk dulu tapi bolelah!).

Mereka belum berjumpa face to face lagi, tapi Nia rasa dia dah tau lah yang Nia study kat sini. Hari tu Nia terlihat dia kat library, aik macam cool aja. Ke marah? Apasal lak nak marah? Laa…Nia lupa nak ceta kat korang. Nia sempatlah bercinta dengan Amir tapi tak sampai setahun. Sebab kesian kat dia. Nia pun bukan nak betul-betul. Saja aje.

Tapi Nia juga yang putuskan sendiri. Bukan lah sebab ada orang ketiga, tapi dia memang takde rasa apa-apalah. Maklum lah masih muda, Nia malas lah nak terikat. Sekarang berjumpa dia disini Nia rasa guilty pulak.

“Nia, kau jangan tak tau mamat yang kita jumpa kat library hari tu, playboy besar tau.”

“Sapa? Amir?”

“Aik macama kau tau nama dia pulak?”

“Dia anak saudara sepupu akulah. Sepupu aku kawin dengan uncle dia, jadi kami bau bacang lah.”

Malas lah Nia nak story yang mereka pernah bercinta dulu. Boleh sebut cinta ke? Ke cuma berkawan sebab dia tak rasa apa-apa pun.

“Kalau aku jadi kau, dah lama aku tackle dia tau. Macam pelakon Hindustan lah, macam Shah Rukh Khan.”

”Oi! Kau jangan. SRK aku sensitif tau. Takdenya dia sama dgn SRK pun.” Hehe...dulu Nia memang rasa dia ada iras SRK, tapi biasalah dah tak bersama ni, semua lah tak indah.

”Hehe..jangan marah lah Nia. Eh, aku dengar dia ni setiap hari lunch dengan perempuan lain-lain tau. Hari-hari ada saja perempuan yang dia kepit. Kereta tak lah hebat sangat sekadar Toyota yang macam turtle tu..Mungkin dia ni load kut, sebab itulah banyak orang sangkut. Tapi dia memang hensem lah Nia.”

”Hem..lantaklah...” Nia mulai bosan cakap pasal dia.Tapi hatinya tersentuh jugak sebenarnya. Sampai macam tu sekali Amir berubah. Setahu Nia dulu nak tegur dia pun malu. Mungkin kematangan dah mengubah seseorang itu. Tak mustahil kan.

“Eh, Nia, Amir lah.. dengan makwe dia...”

Nia menoleh ke arah Amal. Memang pun Amir tengah berjalan dengan seorang perempuan di kawasan bangunan mereka. Amal dan Nia masa itu sedang berdiri di depan kelas, tengah break. Nia cuma mengekori langkah mereka dengan ekor matanya. Tiba-tiba perempuan itu terpelicuk. Sambil tangan nya bergayut pada lengan Amir, dia tunduk memegang buku lali nya. Apalagi member-member Nia bersorak lah, ada yang bersiul, ada yang kasi boo pada mereka. Nia cuma tersenyum. Gatalnya. Pegang-pegang pulak. Yang si Amir ni pun satu, apa, nak kasi dia jeles ke? Huh! Malam sikit. Nak buat drama depan mata lagi tu. Tempat lain tak ada ke?

Tapi hakikatnya hati Nia memang terusik..tak tau lah marah ke..jeles ke..atau saja tak senang..

2009-02-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

Yet another sad day. Baru jua my sis text to bring us for a picnic this Sat, ada lagi berita sedih. Ya Allah, kuatkan kami, especially my parents. I don't even know how to begin. I am so down but don't want to show to everyone. My sis was crying just now. Ya Allah berat dugaan mu di saat my parents are really old and weak to accept them..Ampunkan kami Ya Allah..

Mid Jan my sis was diagnosed to have gallstones in her gallbladder n some obstructing the duct. It was cleared with endoscopy but d gallstones are too large so they have to be removed along with d gallbladder. Her appointment for surgery is 25th Feb. Sis had v serious disease when she was single, her appendix removed after giving birth to her 2nd child n irregular heartbeat condition (ongoing). that was why this is a tragic thing to have happened to her again.

Few days after my sis, my mum complained of being weak n fatigue and was brought to the ER around 4pm by dad. She was asked to rest. Apparently after ECG it was said that her heartbeat was weak, with high BP. She rested there till around 2.30am. Luckily her BP was normal by then n her heartbeat stabilised. I think it happened cos she cudn't eat anything n refused even water.

The next day I called her she was restless, and couldn't eat, so I texted my siblings to bring some variety of food for her.She was all smiles when she saw most of us were there and we turned out to have a big makan.

5th of this month I was brought by d ambulance to RIPAS due to abdominal pain. Very severe one I shud say. My parents knew only when I was asked to stay in the hosp around 6ish. I was there 3ish pm. This was done on purpose cos I don't want my mum especially to have the shock. And yes she was shocked n was shaking out of shock not cold when she came to visit me. Poor her.. But we still need tot ell them. My dad was so sad when this again happened to another daughter. Apa boleh buat pa, it came w/o any warning. the 1st pain ever and hope to be d last. I was diagnosed with v small gallstones which are not causing d pain and also a small stone in my right ureter. Discharged after almost 6 days there. But nothing done, no procedure whatsoever.

Today yet another crucial and sad time for us. I am just hoping that pure negligence be hindered in everyone's life, to avoid these things to happen. My parents were all tears but there is nothing we cud do but pray that everything will be alright. I tried to console my dad saying that when he continue his medications Insyallah, he will be ok. Amin! I really hope so...really..

It started with a lovely day, outing with my huby n daughter, buying stuff n discussing bout her birthday with KFC, meeting my two long lost friends at d Mall, taking my kelapa from babu n my new baju kurung but sadly d day ended like this. Ya Allah..insaf ku Ya Allah...Jauhi kami dari penyakit2 macam ani..Nauzubillah..

RIPAS vs JPMC

2009-02-13T10:56:00.003+08:00

I'v been meaning to do some notes on this but baru tah ada chance. This was also cos I was there recently so I'm still a little bit down when they didn't do anything. My stone is said to be less than 1cm big so nothing wud b done n they hope with lots of fluid it wud go down my ureter and then come out in the urine.

But my huby still wonders if I were to be brought to JPMC on that day. Wud things b different? Wud they retrieve d stone regardless d size? N wud I undergo endoscopy to unblock the passage (clear the stone from the passage) or operation? Cos I was told there are also some small stones in my gallbladder, but 'you can keep them' she said. Huh! Keep? kan ku apa? N am worried they cud go big you know, if luan makan lamak..hehe I know..cut lah lamak atu..alamak!!

Some series of RIPAS's history that give me 2nd thoughts, these are from friends and relatives:

My late auntie was hospitalised d RIPAS. She passed away before the family got her results. They kept on asking, but they said alum siap. She went home and few weeks later passed away. My cousin then went to RIPAS and told 'siap udah ur mum's results..n my cuz said 'meninggal ia udah..' My uncle doesn't go there anymore walau untuk damam pebaik..he digs JPMC..(RIPAS ~ - 0)

My friend (an expatriate) conceived her 1st baby, checked d RIPAS and told she had ectopic pregnancy. She was asked to ask d huby to sign for an operation, they refused and thought of JPMC. Bawa kesana, d pregnancy turned out to be normal after all! N she delivered thru C section, and healthily. Now she has 2 daughters, the other one also delivered d JPMC. (JPMC ~ 1)

My friend's huby's worker had a minor leg operation. Hospitalised for some time and then due to inability to work still stayed out of work for another 2 months. Out of shame n consciousness of his boss's hospitality, he decided to go back home. There his leg was treated cos he complained of continuous pain. They had to do another surgery cos RIPAS didn't do it rite d 1st time, n his leg was apparently infected due to lack of dressing and sterilising! Now he is without work. (RIPAS ~ --0!)

My sister had her 1st child 3 yrs ago. She was at JPMC when they said she cud deliver normally. She was ready to huff and puff and everything (we cud hear her shouting due to d contractions!). Suddenly they decided to operate her cos d baby had taken in it's stool. But after that we were told by d huby she was given epidural to relieve pain and she wasn't in pain anymore cos that's wat epidural does. So it delayed her contractions and thus d baby was in her for a longer time, n swallowed her stool. We were so shocked to hear her baby's heartbeat was so weak and they had to rush d baby to another room for treatment. Anything for an operation = money! That cost them $3K.(JPMC ~-1)

So there you go. D gud n bad stuff. However the good stuff about JPMC that we always hear is 'laju, nda lama, mun d JPMC udah nie d...bla..bla...nya..'But little do we know that they actually took adv as well. Mana ada chance to get ur money, they wud. But I must say sometimes the outcomes inda jua berapa.

Now my dad warned us kan beranak jantah JPMC. Mun bduit pebaik cos d more bduit u r d more they will take adv of u. My sis yg dsana beranak pun, now she's pregnant, nda mau lagi kesana, she want to feel d beauty of delivering normally. N she really thinks with d expatriates d JPMC, nada org kan mendangankan membaca2. D RIPAS semua org Melayu or Islam at least kana ajar2 supaya beselawat or baca Surah Nabi Yunos. (RIPAS ~ +1)hehe..

Well..it's my blog..am only putting down my opinion..so sendiri mau ingat...

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2009-02-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

Tahun 1995

”Apalah nak jadi kau ni Nia, ayah suruh repeat lagi tak nak, tengok kak Hane dah lepas pun. Walau repeat 3 kali.”

”Alah mami, Nia tak nak lagi duduk exam lah, nak try Maktab Teknik, nak ambil diploma, kursus sekretari ke business ke..”

“Dapat ke? O level dapat 3 subjek aje..”

“Insyallah lah mami. Doakan Nia ye...”

Hari pertama Nia di Maktab. Belum ada kawan pun..hem...ayahnya temankan jugak tapi tak happy sangat lah. Kan dia ni degil tak nak dengar cakap ayahnya. Tapi kesian jugak Nia tengok ayahnya, jauh jugak dari dewan besar nak ke bangunan Nia. Nia terpaksa ambil kursus Sains. Dengan kelulusan yang dia ada, dia mesti buat Pre National Diploma dulu, lepas tu baru National, kalau ada rezeki baru Higher National. Alamat merana lah Nia selama 3 1/2 tahun kat maktab ni.

“Hai, saya Nia, awak pun ambik kursus Sains ye?” Nia menegur gadis yang berselisih dengannya menuju ke bangunan Sains.

“Ya. Saya Amal. Amalina. Nama penuh awak siapa?”

“Erwinnia Najwa Mohd Said. Awak pulak?”

“Amalina Bakar. Macamana hari pertama? Seronok tak?”

“Boleh lah..Tapi tak nampak lagi dengan satu kursus kita. Dengar ramai kan.”

”Mungkin ada yang masih ronda-ronda sekitar maktab. Aku dengar ada 14 orang, cuma 2 orang lelaki. Esok kita dah orientasi, malas rasa nak ikut sports lah, aktiviti menanam pokok lah. Memang tentu kena ragging oleh seniors punya.”

”Sama, aku pun. Heh, kita boleh escape tak?”

”Banyak lah kau punya escape, baru masuk dah nak buat ulah. Tapi kalau dapat seronok kan?”

'Hahaha... Amal, I think we will make a wonderful pair!'

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Orientation week memang waktu yang sangat membosankan. Bayangkan kena ragging oleh seniors. Lepas tu aktiviti pulak yang tak membantu perkembangan minda. Adake patut diorang suruh susun batu-bata dari satu hujung ke satu hujung untuk sampai ke garisan penamat. Tak cukup itu diorang suruh kami buka kasut sports kami dan kasut-kasut tu diorang campakkan kedalam tiang gol. Kami mesti mencari kasut kami, siap pasang dengan tali kasutnya dengan sesempurnanya, barulah berlari kegarisan penamat. Siapa yang tak dapat buat memanglah kena nanti di hari terakhir orientasi.

Acara cari seniors dan ambil tandatangan memang acara wajib lah. Entah kenapa lah diorang seniors ni suka sangat nak glamor. Konon dengan mendapatkan tandatangan tu kami akan ingat nama dan muka mereka. Huh..jangan harap lah. Nia cuma ikut atau curi-curi dengar dari kawan-kawan yang dah berjaya dapat nama seniors, lepas tu dia dan Amal akan berlari menuju seniors-seniors tersebut. Takde masa lah dia nak ambil tau betul yang tu siapa yang ni siapa.

Yang Nia kesian tengok Auntie Rasiah, Auntie Malar dan Kak Choi waktu orientation ni. Diorang ni dalam group Nia tapi kira mature students, atau dalam erti kata lain diorang ni in-service. Auntie Rasiah dah bekerja di Makmal Saintifik, Auntie Malar di hospital dan Kak Choi memang lab assistant di makmal Maktab kami tapi dia further studies lagi. Kesian lah tengok diorang ni terpaksa berlari kehulu-hilir mintak signatures dan ikut serta semua aktiviti yang tak berfaedah tu. Apa boleh buat, Maktab tak memberi exemptions pada diorang ni.

“Nia, aku rasa lah guy tu tengok kau lah..”

“Mana? Cun tak?”

“Aku tak berapa nampak pulak, tapi aku perasan dia dan geng-geng dia dari awal pagi dah ada kat bawah pokok tu, sampai sekarang masih ada lagi, tapi tak pulak ikut orientasi..”

“Kau ni Amal, mana tau dia seniors jugak, tapi tak jadi AJK, saja nak memantau kita.”

“Taklah, aku nampak dia terover excited tengok kau susun batu-bata tadi, siap berdiri lagi.”

“Hemm.. tak tahu lah aku, mana ada aku kenal orang lain lagi disini ni. Jomlah, habiskan cari seniors ni, nanti kena pulak kita..”

2009-02-12T15:31:00.002+08:00

Today babu n bapa came bringing air kelapa (well..buahnya) hehe, n soup for me n daughter. Cian my parents tapi apa boleh buat am getting manja masa nda nyaman rasa ani. It was raining when they started to go into the car. nda lagi ada payung, the one I used made bapa said 'Beduri lagi payung ani' ..haha..larak eh..

Nyaman makan ku tarus.. hehe..anak manja jua nie..then huby n daughter came so they had their lunch as well. Alai was crying. Alai ani nda pagi, balik skul memang jua nangis. I asked huby apparently she wanted to eat outside n she wants d toy we promised her at d hosp. Kan if I am working lunch time after they picked me up we will go to restaurants, dimana2..makan saja..iatah nah baru kerasaan..itu batu kecil ada duduk..hehehe..

So I said to alai krg malam jalan dgn mami cos cian mami tinggal drumah. N she also remembered when we were still at d hosp, she wanted this garden toy, 2 days before nya she asked for doctor's set toy, then fishing toy. Hemmm..nasib jua I went home d next day if not memang semua jenis toys ia mau ngangkut. This gardening tools toy ani lum sampai hajat so she will remember till kana balikan. Cian my huby..hahaha..Alai2....

N macam biasa..some teasers lagi on my novel..hehe..

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2009-02-12T15:28:00.000+08:00

”Nia, kau tak nak pegi majlis Kak Nura kau? Kak Nura suruh kau tidur sana barang sehari dua. Macam biasa tolong dia siap-siap awal.”

Nura ada menelefon mengajak Nia sekeluarga barbecue kat rumahnya. Saja-saja. Selalunya malam minggu Nura suka bermajlis. Barbecuelah, karaoke lah, tapi seronok jugak. Nia kalau bab Kak Nura nya, tak ada majlis pun memang dia suka melepak kat sana. Apa lagi kalau ada bab makan.

”Eh, napa plak tak pegi mi, pegi lah. Sapa antar? Tapi kak Hane pegi awal tak mi?”

”Ntah, mami dengar dia malas, ada kerja sekolah. Kau pegi dulu lah. Takkan tak biasa kut, kesian Kak Nura kau. Abg Omar antar lah.”

”Bukan lah, kalau kak Hane ikut awal seronok, ada kawan. Tapi takpelah, Kak Nura punya pasal. Siap!”
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Tahun 1993

Hari itu lah Nia bertentang mata dengan mamat lat la tu lagi setelah setahun berlalu. Nia nampak dia macam cool aja. Mungkin dia dah tak larat nak kacau Nia sebab Nia ni tua sangat kot. Hahaha...Tapi malam tu Nia memang tak sangka dia masih ingat kan Nia dan dia sebenarnya berani jugak.

”Assalamualaikum...”

”Walaikumsalam, ni siapa?”

”Muhammad Ezad Amir. Amir, ingat tak?” Oh, itulah nama penuh dia. Hem..cantik jugak namanya, secantik orangnya..hehehe..

'Nanti kau Nas! Ada ke patut dia bagitau Mami telefon aku. Sudahnya aku berlari dari dapur takut mami lama menunggu', gerutu Nia. Kerja bukan main banyak lagi.

“Oh...mamat....er...Amir, ada apa? Kamu kat mana? Ingat ada kat depan tolong abg Khalid.”

”Saya kat rumah, rumah saya belakang rumah Busu aje, karang saya tolong Busu lagi.”

”Owh...hah apasal?” Nia memang jenis lasak sikit, macam santun-santun ni tak adalah dalam kamus dia.

”Apa kabar, lama tak jumpa, dah setahun, Najwa dah masuk universiti mana?”

Janggalnya dia orang panggil dia Najwa ni. Bukan lah, memang lah nama nya Najwa, tapi orang dah semua panggil dia Nia.

”Err....panggil Nia boleh tak? Saya tak biasalah.. Err...Belum. Saya lagi tengah tunggu results.” Alamak, dia tau ke aku tipu dia dulu.

“Aik kenapa pulak..Nama awak Najwa kan? Ye ke? Bagus lah..Mudah-mudahan Najwa berjaya.”

“Ya. Tapi semua orang panggil saya Nia. Erwinnia nama pertama saya.” Dia dah percaya habis lah..Alah ni yang Nia lemah ni..dia tak sukalah orang percaya sangat dia ni, jahat-jahat dia tak lah sampai hati buat macam ni.

“Tak apalah. Amir bukan semua orang..” Hemm..ada makna tu..

“Amir, sebenarnya...macamana nak cakap ye...Saya ni...err...saya...belum lagi nak masuk universiti, lama lagi kot..”

“Ye ke? Awak kan dah Tingkatan 6 tahun lepas, mesti dah nak masuk uni tahun ni kan?”

“Err..dulu saya saja main-main suruh Nas bagitau yang saya dah Tingkatan 6, umur 20. Saja main-main kan awak. Sorry yek...”

“Habis tu awak umur berapa? Tingkatan berapa?”

“Saya baru 17 tahun, Tingkatan 5. Baru nak duduk O level tahun ni. Sorry...”

Gulp!

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2009-02-11T22:36:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah.... majlis berjalan lancar. Lepas makan, berbual dan berehat lebih kurang, sekarang time nak attack pinggan mangkuk pulak. Inilah part yang Nia paling suka. Main air dalam besen dengan buih sabun sambil membilas-bilas pinggan, dapat lagi duduk mengumpat dengan sepupunya Mah dan adik beradiknya yang lain. Letih memang letih tapi dah duduk beramai-ramai macam ni, tak sedar lagi. Nia ternampak 2 orang perempuan mungkin umur adik bungsunya sedang menolong mengemas-ngemas pinggan didalam. Tak pernah dia tengok dorang ni. Muka sama betul dengan mamat tadi. Nia bertanya kakak sepupunya Mah. Mah adalah adik Nura.

“Itu sepupu Nas sebelah Abg Khalid. Yang tua tu Kartika umur Idah, lepas Amir, yang sorang lagi tu Atilia, lepas Ika. Eh, kau tak pernah tengok ke? Ingat kakak asal ada majlis saja dorang ni tak pernah tak datang, emak dia kakak Abg Khalid."

"Tak perasan pulak kak, mungkin pernah kot, tapi masa dorang kecik, ni dah besar panjang. Si Amir yang kakak sebut tu pun Nia ingat-ingat lupa. Umur Amir tu ingat Nia umur Nia kan?"

"Rasanya ya kot. Karang-karang lah lagi ceta nya, karang mak kamu panggil balik..Kakak yang terbongkang dengan pinggan mangkuk ni sorang-sorang." Nia ketawa dengan omelan Kak Mah. Betul jugak, kesian dia nanti.

Sebelum pulang mereka bersalaman dengan Kak Nura. Dah tidur disana 2 hari ni, boring lah pulak nak balik rumah. Keluarga Nia memang rapat sangat dengan Kak Nura. Dah macam kakak sendiri. Ayah Nura abang pada ayah Nia. Selepas ayah Nura meninggal Nura dibela ayah Nia, sampai sekarang mereka masih rapat, walau Nura dah ikut Khalid pindah ke rumah sendiri.

Nas sudah sedia berdiri nak bersalam dengan Nia. Sambil mengunjuk tangan Nia sempat menyakat dia.

"Hah cium..kena hormat tau, walau ni auntie muda.."

"Yalah Buwen.. mana pernah Nas tak cium. Tak nak salam dengan abg Amir ke?"

Nia hanya tersenyum sambil menoleh kesisi dan melihat Amir yang tertunduk malu. Aik, dia pulak malu. Alahai comelnya orang jantan malu!

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Nia ketawa sendiri. Hehe.. Rupanya ada udang sebalik mee. Hem…dorang ni lah. Korang mesti tertanya-tanya kan, apalah yang Nia bebelkan ni. Anak sepupu Nia tu Nas. Sebelum mereka pulang waktu majlis hari itu dia sempat hampiri Nia dikereta. Rupanya dia tersengih macam kerang busuk tu ada hal. Hal itu bersangkut paut dengan mamat lat la (lalat, sebab kacamatanya yang besar macam lalat) itu.

”Buwen..kejap lah...Nas ada benda ni nak bagitau..”

”Ya Allah, budak ni, tak habis-habis, tadi cakap nanti-nanti. Hah.. apa?”

”Pasal abg Amir..dia suruh tanya kat Buwen, umur berapa, sekolah dimana? Nas nak bagitau apa? Bukannya Nas tau Buwen sekolah kat mana, umur berapa?”

“Aik…yang mamat lat la tu nak tau kenapa?”

“Lat la? Err…alah.. takkan Buwen tak paham? Dia berminat lah Buwen...”

“Hahaha...ye ke? Hmm...Nas bagitau kat mamat tu Buwen dah Tingkatan 6, umur dah 20 tahun..”

”Betul ke Buwen, tak lah Nas tau Buwen dah tua sangat...”

Hahaha..Nia rasa nak peluk aja anak sepupu nya tu...

2009-02-11T22:25:00.001+08:00

Hey..I managed to upload d first few paras from my novel. If d response is good, will upload more..Hehe..N am v new to this thingy so if the novel is not to ur liking, so soryy..am still learning..

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2009-02-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

Tahun 1992

Nia tekun mengatur pinggan dan gelas bersama kakaknya Hane. Hari ini sepupu Nia, yang dipanggilnya Kak Nura ada majlis doa selamat selajur tahlil katanya. Nura mempunyai 5 org anak, 3 lelaki dan 2 perempuan. Dia baru saja tamat kursus Ijazah dalam bidang pendidikan, begitu juga suami nya Khalid. Alhamdulillah...Seronok Nia mendengar segala yang telah dikecapi Nura. Nia? Entah lah masih lagi di sekolah menengah. Jauh lagi perjalanannya. Nia berharap mudah-mudahan dia juga sepertinya. Amin!

Anak sepupu Nia yang tua masuk membawa piring buah-buahan. Sambil mengunjukkan pinggan, pipinya yang tembam terangkat- angkat bila dia tersenyum-senyum.

"Hah! Apahal ni?"

"Takde Buwen, Nas cuma nak bagitau..."

"Bagitau apa?”

“Hehehe.....” Nas tersengih-sengih lagi. Sakit lah pulak kot!

“Heh, cepatlah, sengih-sengih macam kerang busuk. Banyak lagi kerja tau. Ni dah pukul berapa ni. Karang orang datang baru tau kena marah dengan mak kau."

"Takpelah, nanti-nantilah Buwen.."

"Aik, takpe lah pulak...Hem, terpulang kau lah."

Hane cuma tersenyum. Dia tau Nas suka menyakat Nia. Memang mereka selalu bertekak macam tu. Hane tua 2 tahun dari Nia, dia jenis yang tak banyak bunyi, kalau Nia hah, macam popcorn tengah masak butir percakapannya. Nia dan Nas memang kamceng. Kamceng itu lah yang membuatkan Nia melarang Nas memanggilnya auntie. Buruk benar lah dalam usia ini Nia nak dipanggil auntie. Jadi Nia suruh Nas panggil dia Buwen, walau lucu bunyinya tapi rugged jugak kan.

Baru Nia sedari disebelah Nas ada seorang lelaki. Kurus melidi, putih, hidung mancung ala Shah Rukh Khan (Nia memang minat gila dia ni!). Sapa plak mamat ni? Rasanya Nia tak pernah tengok. Mungkin sebelah Abg Khalid kot. Sikit punya besar lah kacamata dia. Hahaha...sempat lagi Nia menghina. Tapi senyuman yang diberikannya, masyallah, manis wei! Pipi nya yang tembam tu punya lah gebu, rasa nak cubit cubit pulak.

Nura masuk membawa talam berisi ayam, daging dan ikan. Mesti pasti banyak lagi juadah yang belum diangkat dari dapur, ini baru untuk juadah lelaki. Juadah perempuan belum lagi kelihatan.

"Banyak lagi kat dalam Kak Nura?"

"Ha'ah Nia. Cuba kamu tengok, dah siap wrap tak?"

Nia yang tunduk dari tadi tekun dengan susunannya segera bangkit, dan menguak rambutnya yang panjang kebelakang. Ala lagak-lagak model tu. Tapi ni spontan tau. Tanpa dia sedari mamat tadi masih terconggok dengan Nas, senyum-senyum melihat perlakuannya. Eh, napa plak? Lantak lah...

2009-02-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

My mum and sis came from a tahlil just now. Melawat aku. I called my mum cos I wanted her to buy me something. Lapar ku.. Ndaku tahan nda ada something with carbo to boost my body. Then again takut jua tulah,my huby lum nyuruh makan, krg if I eat and sakit takut jua kana marahi.

Tenangkanlah fikiran mu tu Ros..hehe..N am trying actually kan upload my novel ani tp mcm nda dpt. Am watching Mertua vs Menantu at d mo. Td meliat lg Anak betong, n Spa Q. Stress ku meliat eh. Usulnya can't make it routine, sakit jiwa ku mliat.

It's 10 pm I need to get upstairs.Krg my daughter nda tebangun. Gtg...

2009-02-11T15:33:00.003+08:00

Today I felt like 'melukut tepian gantang'. So sad n I cried saja. Sensitive kali with the recent disease. Hemm..I have uploaded some pics from my hp tadi on FB. I have some here of my daughter's, my dearest huby (when he was not busy taking care of me!love u!) and me n daughter waktu d hospital.

My letter for kenaikan gaji was sent today. I hope it won't take long lah..Am in need of money to make my party day comes true this 20th. Catering lagi..With my condition don't think I will cook. Kan bediri lama pun payah.

At the mean time have to gather myself to prepare next week's lesson. Mudahan sihat. I will try to upload some paras of my novel. Hopefully ada org mau membaca. Hehe..n I will get it publish soon. Insyallah...

2009-02-10T21:45:00.003+08:00

I am back home!!! It feels so good to be home. I can't sit or stand too much so am kinda melimpang at d mo..Cian jua my huby cana jua kan masakkan ia. Tomorrow n the days following cana tah nie. Nda kan my mertua kan masakkan hari2..cian mama..

And Insyallah the function dat I planned for 20th will be on. Mudahan sihat semua. Amin!! My daughter is d one yg v happy jua cos she gets to play her toys. She complained yesterday nda balik rah kita punya house kah? Dapat jua masak nasi or masak lain. Hehe..she complained cos her bata for school 2 days udah roti saja. She went to school dr hospital n balik jua ke hospital.

My parents came just now n we chat with Ka Jarah jua. Nyaman jua rasanya beceta2..hehe.. My in-laws datang tadi while alai was napping. I was watching 'anak betung'..hehe..I dig for this drama udah, siuk jua. Character Sheila Rusly atu bah..

I am given MC till Sunday ani. So back to school next Monday lah. I hope I cud b strong enough to stand n sit waktu ngajar. N mudahan d jauhkan daripada sakit jua. Fobia ku krg beambulance d skulah. Nauzubillah..Ok am off now..suk lagi yek..

2009-02-09T14:25:00.002+08:00

My 5th day at d hosp. Must be boring? Hell yeah! Sehari 2 ok, but this is too much. On Thurs at around 2ish after easing myself n taking shower kn solat, I had this sudden pain on my stomach n at d back. Sakitnya Tuhan saja yang tau.Kan d urut? ndada eh..nda membari2. M maid had to call my huby after I vomitted twice. Then out of concern krg my daughter nda bdangan I called d ambulance. Pisan dah sakit tu tp dbawai jua call sendiri.

M huby came 5 mins after d ambulance. d journey was a painful one cos my area bnyk hump. Kn terabang ganya nda. Di ER a good hour x passed by b4 I was given painkiller. Baik jua ilang. Vomitted again n they asked me 2 urinate, sakit!!!!

I was said to have stones due to d blood in urine. My stones r movin thus d pain. Paksa betahan ward 7. 1st dy not so bad cos suknya Jumaat. But my huby nda dpt jaga, cian tdo d keta. My diet from then on is near to nothing udah. Namanya dalak n bubur aja. Minum air n karakatau aja...Haru...but wat to do..

Baik jua Sat afternoon ada bilik kosong d 1st class. Nyaman jua at least nda sampit n my huby n daughter dpt stay. But my daughter nda tia mau stay that nite, rawan ati jua, ia nangis kn balik dgn neneknya. But d next day, Sunday she came and stay and dbalikan mainan, mau tah tinggal.

Today had my xray with fluid/dye injected to visualise the stones. My daughter skulah n she was crying when she saw me kana surung. Nda plg ia mau balik. Jd hotel banar ni udah bilik ah. My huby paksa kaja, am so bored. But I quickly thought of ada internet, so nda lah boring.

The guy with d drinks udah dtg. Hi tea time..B back soon...

2009-02-04T16:17:00.002+08:00

Bukan bah...yourmunah becakap dgn aku td! more than 2 words lagi tu...ish..ish... ada ati nya ah..tekezut ku pulang..Haha..jahat..sasak ku lakat rahnya..hmpphh!! pakal ganya aku ani org baik..nda ku kan bekurang ajar. Tp muka ku memang eh, sorry yek, I don't have the 'selera' kan senyum lagi arahnya.

Today at class dunno somewhat am stressed with my students yg penyeluru ah..kan ku tampar ada jua..dapatkah ah? hahaha...kan ke Rizqun supposedly nie, tp ntah am in no mood. maybe will just email them someday. Sasakku results ku lum sampai ah, said 19th udah drg post. Sampai kah ku bebonus ni...arghhhh!!

I had a more relaxed day cos nda banyak class. And I really want to share this freaky story bout a colleague yg kana gilaie leh her female student. Yuck! n seram bulu roma kami..she came to see her last Sat I think and unfortunately my fren ada dlm staffrm. Rupanya from last year udah, and I get to hear the whole story. This gril apparently love, adore, misses this cegu...aiiiii!!! gali ku eh!! n d worst thing is she looked spooky n freaky ani bah, kami yg meliat d 'scene' ani pun buleh kambang bulu....*shiver*

Then last Tues ia dtg lagi, since my fren dah warned us, not to tell she is available, so a fren told her awal2 this cegu isn't available till 2pm!! Haha..when we told this cegu d student came she tot we were bluffing, n started to panic sampai nda jadi stayback. Wahhh...scary lah..am fortunate with these years yrs of teaching no such things happened to me. Mana nda..singa bah nie..sapa kan 'beguna'. Haha..

2009-02-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

Rain rain go away..come again another day...or better month or year..hehehe....we were at the hospital visiting my huby's uncle and auntie. His uncle had an operation 2 weeks ago due to d burst of the gallbladder (if I got it right jua), after 2, 3 days he was quite restless and then went into coma. He was said not to have oxygen anymore means he is not breathing on his own, so they had to give him oxygen mask.

His auntie has cancer, think thyroid and she has to date 3 lumps. She had this 6 months ago but was so scared to bring it to the hospital. When she was asked to do chemo she cudn't manage to have full one so opted for a partial chemo, so the cancer was not entirely gone. She went in and out of the hospital and now the lumps are back. My heart sank seeing these elderlies. N my huby was so sad that he couldn't eat anything. Cian jua..if they were not that negligent, they could cure her earlier. Now with her age, she cudn't do chemo n have to ask for alternatives.

As for his uncle his siblings would have a discussion tomorrow whether or not they should stop the machine. Ya Allah..I don't even know how to discuss this. I really pray for them and hopes for the best. I can't think of a way to keep him but at the same time letting him suffer. It feels so not right to do it, but it is also not right to see him suffering for almost a month now.

Ya Allah, lindungi kami anak beranak, my famili, esp my parents n siblings...Amin!!

Today riuh due to the msg sent thru DST bout the predicted heavy rain from 4th-7th and hi tide. Even today udah ujan labat. Jan tah lagi tanah runtuh or banjir Ya Allah, cos these people will have to suffer lagi. I bet tomorrow or even tonite people are getting ready with their furnitures, all utensils moved to a higher level. Bekaraja jua tu, kan membuat kaja ofis n skulah lagi..Ngalih2..

While we r having this, the UK peeps are enjoying the snow. But we saw the news that there mite (udah kali jua) be snow storms coming. Yalah..masing2 dengan masalahnya. I just hope my sis n family, my bro n sis in law, my students, and all Bruneian there akan dilindungi Allah..Jan luan main snow ah..(altho I have to say me n my daughter sanggup awal bangun waktu snow d Reading..hehehe..) Adatlah ah, something that we don't experience in our country is an amazing experience n if dapat nda mau ketinggalan. Walau sajuk di redah jua..

I just saw some pics from FB and I know snow is everywhere in UK, so watch out people. N if it's not too much, enjoy while you can, then masuk balik..hehehe...

2009-02-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

Owh..I have to make an advance celebration or postpone it. My sis would be having her operation to remove the stones in her gall bladder before the day and I think I would be restless thinking of her even though I proceed with it. I just can't bear knowing she is in the hospital and I am celebrating!

My mum was asked to rest for several hours last night. She was a bit weak around 4ish pm, and my dad brought her to ER. They took her BP and it was low, so they checked her ECG. The heartbeat was also slow. She was asked to rest till 12 ish when they took the last ECG. It was better but she is still weak, so the doctor released her 2 hours later.

Today she wast restless around 3ish pm cos she couldn't eat anything. She said she mite want some noodles or soto. I was kinda worried if I could drive with my condition. Called my sis and she was also having her late lunch, called my other sis, she was in the middle of the meeting but will go soon. So I decided to drive (tawakal) and stopped at CA Mohamad to buy some noodle and soto. Before that I text all my siblings and told them mum isn't feeling well and to bring some noodle or soups.

I was the first to come but mum was asleep so I just waited, then my 3rd sis came with some food so I decided to wake mum up. Came my 1st sis with some goodies as well. So we had 3 kinda noodles, 3 kinda soto, and murtabak. Mum ate only a little portion of d noodle n murtabak. When she was about done my eldest bro came with garlic bread and mum loves it. I saw my 3rd brother and wife and son came with some noodle and soup as well, and my 4th bro came with his children. By that time mum was all smiles and full. My 2nd bro wasn't there maybe my text didn't get to them. Also I didn't text my 4th sis cos iatinggal rumaha tas saja, but they were not aware kami berame2 kali so they didn't come.

I am the person and a daughter who is very caring for my parents and I believe when these things happen we should all be there so that's why I always texted everybody regardless asked or not. I like to think of myself as the 'girl with the bond' or the 'bonding girl'...hahaha.. but I think (and it's true wat my husband said) that the main thing mum was love deprived and it wasn't all about the food. She just misses her childern esp my brothers. Cos at least us girls we always call her and chat or visit her, but my bros are quite far from her. I hope mum will be better tomorrow. Mudahan sihat capat babu...amin!!

2009-02-01T09:59:00.002+08:00

Hello February..It's going to be one hell of a chaotic month for me. I am yet to decide apa tah catering ku ni. Presents for c kecik dan c besar ku lagi. Pulang tah laki2 ani payah kan memilihkan hadiah. I always feel suffocated in this month, d days are only 28, 7 birthdays, (yeah!) and all for my siblings and ipar plus anak and huby.

What we always do is put everyone's birthday together and have a big cake. But this year my daughter would be 5 and huby ehem..ehem.. so I was thinking to celebrate them brithdays first. Then will chat with my sis bout the rest of the birdthdays.

Actually I blog today cos I suddenly remembered a couple of funny and annoying stories. Both occurred at school. The first one was about cleanliness of the lab, as much as I felt this was funny but it annoyed me too. But knowing me, am not likely to pick up a fight for this. Buang karan. However, my students will kena lah ni nanti. It is just that I felt the morale is we shouldn't asked people if they did, and deny profusely when there is even a slight possibility that it might be your doing, so well...manusia..sabar...I knew you wouldn't understand cos the whole story is not revealed cos it's too hurtful to remember so malas ku sakitkan jariku menaip. Hahaha..

The second annoying thing is about yourmunah..hahaha..our pet name for this lady. Adakah patut she asked the lady I asked to do some (well some pun nda hanya sebaris nama actually!) to tell me suruh buat sendiri. Brengsek! If I am asked to do work that is my work, I would do it since it is my duty to do them. But this lady berani2 nyuruh aku membuat kajanya! Ini sudah lebih! And she actually said tampal saja nama yg betulis kai tangan ah!! Dimarahinya lagi this girl yg ku suruh ani. Cian plang...

If and when she creates one more scene I will definitely go to boss and complain. She mite tot am a v quiet person but she does not know me yet! I will and if I don't I too would be embarassed to say I am who I am..Tunggu saja..u unfriendly creature...

2009-01-31T17:17:00.003+08:00

Movies that I want to watch:

Bride wars ~ macam siuk cos ada Anne Hathaway..enjoy her sempoiness..

Maut ~ kan menginsafkan diri..

Histeria ~ kan menghisteriakan diri..hehh..actually, wants
to know what is it that people brag about this film, banar kah
bari takut (aiseh!) krg ketakutan jua..hahaha..

Inkheart ~ macam siuk, something to watch with my daughter...I think..

2009-01-31T15:04:00.002+08:00

I saw this dalam OH! BULAN..and can't help but put it here..lawa jua ah..Bugatti Veyron apparently is the name and it cost GBP800,00ish...wah..wah..wah...

2009-01-31T14:44:00.003+08:00

I went home early today..Was feeling a lot (!) not a bit drowsy and dizzy. Ntah my BP kah apa? or is it cos I didn't eat (ketakutan lapas kana warning doktor) and my glu wentdown? not sure..kan cakap semacam atu, am on one of those days jua nie..hehe..

My daughter celebrated CNY at school and they were all red! So nice to get to pick her up cos I can't all these while,only her ayah. Will upload her pic later, it's with huby.

Yesterday we went to babu's, had lunch and ambil her 'misai kusing'. I wanted to get rid of my uric acid and if possible my hi BP as well. I'm terrified with the circumstances later if I continue ignoring my diet. I actually don't eat a lot. Entah tulang kali basar. My mum used to (masa lum kawin)komplen that I don't and won't eat something that I haven't even tasted before. Macam kuih2 tradisional nda pandai (it's good tho cos these will make ur glu naik nie), ambuyat, durian, most of the fruits, sayur2 kampung, tea, kopi n some more normal food consumed by other people..Hehe..ntah species apa, tp naik jua badan. Mayb cos I like to eat junk (ha..there u go!) and choc. Tp nda jua berabis gila like hari2. Waktu those days jua ganya..cukup mencurigakan..haha..

Now am cutting these things like meat,seafood, choc, sugar, salt, and basically semua yg nyaman. Horrornya hidup... But wat to do terpaksalah..sebelum lebih teruk and before tua sangat (hehe.. tua sikit lah now).

We went to first empo Batu Satu and caught the dragon dance. My daughter yg excited mula2, became scared and cried, udah d dragon danced wildly and sudah badil kana latupkan..Haha..org lain excited, ia teriak2 ketakutan. That is my daughter, berani2 takut..

2009-01-29T15:25:00.003+08:00

Description ~ 4 bolts PCD 100 17 x 7 ~ Original Mini rims
Price ~ $900

Hey all, this is the sports rim that my huby wanted to sell. Have a look and contact me through ainsyia182@gmail.com, and we'll see from there. Serious buyers only please..TQ..

2009-01-29T11:19:00.002+08:00

Have been meaning to put this on my blog. This is my dad. One of the Guru Berjasa 2007..Me so proud of him, but we were still in Reading when the event took place. Anyhow, well deserved, bapa!

2009-01-29T11:01:00.002+08:00

Hai apalah nasib..MC for 3 days is not something that I am proud of. Really wanted to do respiration and finish 'em with the form 5. Hemmm...there are a lot to do in terms of form teacher ship, how to deal with this, when everything that I need is at school. Matilah aku ni kepupungan..I am feeling v hopeless, can't do anything (but still can compose new post!) hehehe..

Am feeling a lot better that's why. If not I would be lying on bed forever, expecially after makan ubat selesma. Cian my huby and daughter. Last nite I slept downstairs, cos I can't stand the air-cond at the moment. Sasak idungku. I was so pissed off with the govt clinic yg membagi only paracetamol, ubat selesma and nasal spray. I was too hang and drowsy nda lagi sadar. I asked for vits jua, n the doc said I will give. After 2 hours waiting, atu ganya ubat, n I don't have the strength to go back and ask lagi. All I was thinking kan melimpang.

The meds didn't do anything to me. SoI went to Borneo clinic, the doc gave me antibiotics, some vits and some more pills for fever n flu. Hopefully this will work. Ntah apa kah nasib, ke govt clinic tp nda kana bagi antibiotik, canatah my body kan tahan n melawan. Tomorrow is Friday, I hope to be better, cos I need to catch up for Sat. Baik jua only 2 periods Sat, but ada CCA, and don't think I wud b in my sports attire. I don't feel like playing ping pong yet. Nanti2 tah belajar.. And also this Sat I have to stay and look after the kids doing their National Day's practise lagi..Tebuaie kah nda nie...I need babu....Uwwaaa.....

2009-01-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

I had a very interesting day today. We went to bapa's padi field, and he has this house called junjung kah, durong kah..Hehe..have to say am v sakai. My daughter adapted lambat jua, mula2 komplen d house nada kipas, TV, kitchen, toilet..and all sorts of things yg selalu di liatnya in a house. She is funny. Her nenek boy carried her on his back, tebuaie bapa eh, barat tu my daughter ah, 21kg. Bapa was so excited to see her I guess, lama nda jumpa. I was doubtful if tejalan kah nda ke junjung atu, cos jauh jua, and have to wear Phua Chu Kang's boots..hehe..tapi bukan kuninglah..N I almost gugur dua kali, going and returning..kira nampak lah nda pernah atu, sakai..hehe..

Sambil makan2, ambil udara siuk jua. We deco the junjung with carpet, well..not kaper banar lah, kinda like apa tu..tikar gatah or something..Uda and Uncu came and brought pizza (ada delivery jua sungguh jauh..hehe) and some strudel. Nyaman eh..Kanyang parut. Mun ada lagi G's cuppies..Hehehe..sabar ya parut..next Thursday.. N my daughter took part in lining up kain perca for division of the field (I supposed!) We took off round 3ish, nda terasa lama jua disana. But huby asked me nyanyat? I said, inda eh, well, if ujan, licak and have to wear them boots lah..But if karing sanang bejalan, Aiman tak kisah..Bukan jua aku ani org bandar ah, but nda pernah saja. But v interesting indeed...

2009-01-25T12:07:00.002+08:00

Cupcakes ~ G's are d bomb! Especially mars, and Oreo. It is so surprising how these cuppies can make me crave. And so surprising how they kept on boggling my mind, asking to be ordered. Again..and again.. So this Thursday, be still my heart..and my tummy..u guys will be content.. Hehehe..

Why I started my post with cuppies? Cos I am craving..Like crazy and I can't understand it.. G has put me under her spell and she is lovely and dear as well! Hehehe..

I am planning a big celebration for my huby and daughter. D beauty when they share the same birth month is, u can get the two celebrants and have a double trouble celebration. But the not so beauty thingy is I will be broke! Haha..2 cakes, 2 presents, two parties put as one, I will have to use all my salary to make this come true. Haha..not all lah..but almost half. To date, I have Sinah, Jasmine, and Cits for 3D cake and decorated cuppies. And now I want to add G to my list as cuppies for gift. I actually asked Bunny but she is not free..Sayang eh, am craving for her cake nda sampai-sampai order..Well, nanti2 lah..

Now catering? I was thinking kan masak, but karang my menu would be the same. Boring jua. I'm d type of person that gets excited over small things. Macam2 udah kan dibali rasanya..For these two people I am not stingy to use my money, especially to my one and only daughter (yet!) cos she is my world. And of course huby lah..jan mare..but u know d satisfaction of satisfying ur daughter atu lain. That's why I ordered from everywhere cos she was the one yg request. I hope her cake would get her approval.

So...menus...hahah..alum lagi abis rupanya..if malas, I will ask some caterers, but I really like to sibukkan diri on d day, masak like crazy and ngalih lapas atu..N am also wondering whether to get bouncer or pool. My daughter balik2 dah minta nie. Will have to think of this dulu. Tu duit jugak tu..hehehe..at d mo pun tengah planning cos my order rah Bunny cancel, apatah lagi makanan ku nie..hemm..

2009-01-23T11:51:00.003+08:00

Am as gloomy as d day. With the weather n my daughter's fever. She was shivering around 4 pm and I brought her to Tanjung Bunut's clinic. Fortunately no other patients were there, and the process to get her see the doc was very fast. I like this clinic not only cos the place is seldom packed but also the staff n the doctors there. I have gone three separate times and I am very satisfied. I hope other clinic would have the same kind cooperation and gestures towards patients.

The gloomy weather seems to be gone today. Lets hope so. We saw with horror the house which was affected by landslides, our main road closed due to landslides. the underpass closed due to flooding, Ban people (Ban 3 and 5 mainly) were very much affected by the flood. My uncle's house was also involved. Many people are out on the road to bring children just so they can sleep with aircond in the car due to electricity failure. Some landlines were not working and people can't buy things or pay bills with credit cards, and my friend's area has no water supply. Masyallah....Insaf meliat..My lift at my sis's apartment isn't working and the parking lot was flooded. Some cars were left by the side of the road, and some can only be seen by the roof.

I know this is nature's doing. But we have to bear in mind, some natural disasters came as a sign of warning. This is only January of the year 2009, and we already have some terrible moments that would remain in our heart. My heart and condolences go to the family of the late Chinese lady, and the late 19 year-old girl. Regardless of our religion, race, I felt so sad to know that the incident took 2 lives. In addition this incident will make us stronger, and the team spirit that has been shown by everybody was the best remedy to all. My sis said dorang bekatuk2an di apartment to wake up everybody when they saw the flood. This was the time to ignore our differences. Let's also applaud the police, fire brigade, and other parties whom had enormously put their effort to standby and help others to come through this difficult times. We are one Brunei and together we are stronger!

2009-01-19T19:45:00.001+08:00

Hey, quite quiet here. Am busy doing my work and trying to finish up doing notes, marking n everything. Next week is CNY. I am really in need of cheesy wedges (entah kehabisan bunyinya di Brunei) and choc chip cream d Starbucks (I know peeps are against this now, but am verrrryyy in need of something sweet now!!) G's cuppies all gone now and I have to order again. Cian G keeps on delivering to undestined desitnation..haha.. I wish all the peeps who are celebrating the Ox year, Gong Xi Fa Cai..

2009-01-14T16:13:00.002+08:00

Am v tired this week. School is v stressful, what with form teacher work, own work, departmental work and so on. We are technologically challenged (as dear Zia said!) with our work, soft and hard is always on the list. You give soft and u give hard also. I told my colleagues there are no more just soft or hard, but now soft and hard! Today went to get my blood sample for some tests. My sis went for endoscopy today but we are not sure of the results. The doctor mite explain after 4.30ish. Just came back from the hosp after school, I was so absentminded I didn't remember I was supposed to got o the hosp today. Fortunately my sis called. Tonite parents are celebrating the Kuching family. This is actually a routine when they come here. And selajur doa selamat for my sis. Tomorrow my sis in law are bringing us for a makan. Am up for anything now as I am very food deprived..Hahaha...Daughter had the day off today, she has runny nose and coughing and a little bit of a temperature..Sigh..I think before this she was kinda feverish as well, am beginning to think daughter is a little bit easy to catch those viruses. Hope she will get better soon..We really need nice sleeping hours at d mo...

2009-01-11T14:15:00.002+08:00

Got back from org kawin. It was a nice place. Love the atmo. Didn't go to Rizqun yet..and yes went to hosp to visit my sis. She is getting better and at d mo minum air karakatau (luruskah?) and hope to be checked soon ( and of course discharged!) I am doing my work now, tonite got another org kawin's function. Had mc for my knee, getting swollen but after air zam-zam alhamdulillah. Not yet to the fair, today's the last day so doubtful I will go, and yes, Tasek Lama was also just an idea, didn't go there..Hemm...

2009-01-08T19:13:00.002+08:00

I went to the clinic today. To bring my knee actually but tarus bawa my batuk n damam. I was given MC since my knee-joint will hurt for a while and it is not easy for me to go up and down the stairs. Feel kinda guilty to trouble my friends to relief me and to not see my students today cos I prepared a lot last night for them. There is a function today for my 2nd cousin, the berbedak ceremony. But I am not strong enough what with my batuk n damam, n kaki lagi. I can't sit for a long time. Standing up lama sakit jua. So huby went alone. Fortunately my maid massaged me, and it felt better. Hemmm...dugaan tahun baru. I hope to be out and about this Sat. There are places I want to go and of course teaching. We are thinking to go to Tasek Lama tomorrow, then huby got this thingy with the Mini Cooper guy, then visit my parents (and makan! of course), then visit my sis (poor sis has got some kinda stone in her pancreas, I think!), then I really want to go to this Fair at ICC, and then this fabulous steamboat thingy at Rizqun. I saw the add at ranoadidas's. Hope to go there before the end of the fair and the end of the steamboat promo..

2009-01-06T19:28:00.003+08:00

The 2nd day of school blasted thru just like that! I am almost 80% voice deprived n I think if this continues I will be having no voice by the end of the week. Huby said it sounds sexy..Hahaha...rite..Had a nice drawing class with the Newtons and I think I did a terrible mistake by letting them go away (sengaja!)thinking chloroplasts are embedded in between the cell wall n membrane. Jahat! Hahaha...sasakku, mcm org banar bah... but my intention was to let them tell me what they thought n almost all (those who are not shy to talk) said they are 100% sure..Well...I'll have them again tomorrow and let's see if they actually went to their textbooks, internet or asked their siblings or parents if their drawings are correct..I hope someone wud point me the mistake..I really do..cos these are science students and it is scary to see how 'confident' they were of their answers...

2009-01-05T15:26:00.002+08:00

My lil daughter started school today. I was so relieved it turned out well, she immediately joined her class for colouring. Last nite suddenly she told ayah to wait her in the car! I was like..ha? ayah kaja jua...She replied 'kaka nda pandai bah..'I think she meant to say she doesn't know her way around yet, so she needs someone there. But fortunately for her experience at Alfred Sutton, Reading she was brilliant today..She was babbling all over on the way picking me up and again on the way for lunch..Hemm...basar udah anak ku..isk..isk..

2009-01-04T21:38:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow the 'war' will again begin..Hemm...as much bored as I am with this, life has to go on..But yey...G's cuppies made my day, nda sadar 3 biji I gulped down in seconds. My daughter loves her Dora cupcake. Thanks G. Btw I put it on FB, to promote to my fellow frens, mudahan murah lagi rezeki u G..

Between cravings and desire..

2009-01-03T18:09:00.008+08:00

My list (from years and years before):

Desire ~ Fendi Watch - almost 2 years now since it came out..hemm..lawa gile, saw it in KL, siapakah yang sudi...hehehe

Cravings ~ Black forest cake (Makcik's and now also Secret Recipe's - makan di Miri punya pasal!)

Cravings ~ Chocolate Cream Chip (Starbucks) - tasted this di Kl, my sis chose for me, am not into coffee n tea and cappucinos and etc, but chocs yeas..am chocoholics! Ordered di Miri and it is to die for...

Desire ~ PDA (any brand)- dunno why I felt I wud be more sophisticated if I have PDA. But as my huby said, apa org tedapat ia mau jua tapi makai kah nda..so dats y me nda majal..hahah

Desire ~Flat screen TV (any brand) - I want one in the bedroom, so that I cud lie down and watch TV. Payah watch TV beglasses ani..hehe

Desire ~ Video camcorder (any brand, but a small one wud b nice, hehe) - again same story with PDA, saja mau tedapat..hahaha..but I love taking pics and taking vids if ada family function, so I guess nda jua wasted tu if kana balikan..heheh..sudah atu...

2009-01-03T11:04:00.003+08:00

Last nite we went makan at Ahan Thai. Hemm..something is missing, dunno what. I think my taste buds went malfunctioned with eating indigestible food on the trip. The rice 'over there' is very dry and clumpy. I could barely finished it. I tot Ahan Thai wud make me content, but it is not to my liking anymore. This restaurant was my favourite rest before, but now I think I will think twice before going there. So wat to eat? and where to eat? I am still having bad stomach from the mixture of food. I just cooked and I hope my cooking cud heal me..hehehe..

Btw, I wanted to talk about emails especially spams. I was checking my emails n went to the spam mails. I noticed one email was from a solicitor, which is kinda new for me cos I've never seen one. I decided to open it and read half way. I had enough... and started to smile. The email said that they are solicitors representing this 'guy' who had gas company (didn't bother to look which country) or something and he is dead. So he named me his beneficiary!!!!! Hahahahaha...chey se ...He put 'MY NAME' on his 'will' and is going to give me sixty ++ million!!!!!!(didn't bother to look at the currency as well!) I wonder who / what cud think people are so stupid (and have a lot of spare time!) to respond to their mails. And I hope there is not an even stupid (er!) person to 'accept' the 'money'.

As for me I 'lost' my chance to become a millionnaire since the email is the 3rd and the last one!!!! hahahaha..Mun nda dapat jua bali G's cuppies banyak2...hehehe...I still can't believe there are such scams like this! And I still smile when I remembered the mail......

2009-01-02T11:12:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year 2009. May this year be a better and healthier year for all of us! Put up new resolutions or continue to pursue resolutions. Those who have dare to dream are achievers. Reflect yourself more and allow yourself to be more open. Give more ideas and opinions this year. Remember to love and give more, forgive and forget more. Your year will be a blast!

2009-01-01T21:43:00.003+08:00

We're back! Had fun shopping n swimming. Not me but my daughter n huby. Shopping, yes me..But I mainly bought my daughter's clothes - skirts, trousers, blouses for school. I will be advertising bout this Mini Cooper when my huby is done with the arrangements. But at the meantime, do drop by and browse thru my blog.

2008-12-29T15:14:00.000+08:00

I have to pack for our trip. Even tho it is not the trip that I dreamt of, but anywhere is fine as long as I get out for a while. Will be back 1st. My maid wud be alone and I bet she wud b excited! Haha..my daughter has finished packing her stuff n wanted to bring a lot of PJ's. Maybe she tot we wud b going by the plane. And I am ecstatic to bring along my fav cuppies from G. Hehehe..nothing like a sugar boost!

2008-12-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yeyy..my Mars cuppies..hmmmmm..nyamannya..I feel good! You know that I would! And on top of that Lisda n Fauzi won, yahoooo! Sehati Berdansa!